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two, three, up. 23 00:01:40,910 --> 00:01:41,810 Up, in. 24 00:01:48,616 --> 00:01:50,652 Hey buddy, buddy wake up. 25 00:01:50,719 --> 00:01:51,387 Can you hear me? 26 00:01:51,454 --> 00:01:52,654 Open your eyes for me. 27 00:01:52,721 --> 00:01:54,622 - He's not breathing. - Gonna heck pulses here. 28 00:01:54,689 --> 00:01:55,490 We don't have a pulse. 29 00:01:55,557 --> 00:01:56,425 Go ahead and start compressions. 30 00:01:56,491 --> 00:01:58,727 - Starting 30 over two. - Bags. 31 00:01:58,793 --> 00:02:00,029 We need to do a rhythm check. 32 00:02:00,096 --> 00:02:01,730 Okay we have V-fib on the monitor. 33 00:02:01,796 --> 00:02:02,664 Go ahead and clear the chest. 34 00:02:02,731 --> 00:02:04,666 - I'm charging to 360. - Clear. 35 00:02:04,733 --> 00:02:05,935 And shock. 36 00:02:06,002 --> 00:02:08,104 Okay, all right back on the chest. 37 00:02:08,170 --> 00:02:09,205 We're still without a pulse. 38 00:02:09,271 --> 00:02:12,640 Let's go with one milligram IV epinephrin. 39 00:02:12,707 --> 00:02:13,808 Have the epi ready. 40 00:02:13,876 --> 00:02:14,877 He's still not breathing. 41 00:02:14,944 --> 00:02:16,145 All right, we got V-fib again. 42 00:02:16,212 --> 00:02:17,179 I'm gonna go ahead and charge for the second time. 43 00:02:17,246 --> 00:02:19,814 - Charging, clear the chest. - Clear. 44 00:02:19,882 --> 00:02:21,750 All right, and shock. 45 00:02:21,816 --> 00:02:23,052 Okay, pulseless. 46 00:02:23,119 --> 00:02:25,854 Let's go ahead with another milligram of epinephrin. 47 00:02:25,921 --> 00:02:27,890 - Come on buddy. - Still in V-fib. 48 00:02:27,957 --> 00:02:29,158 - Come on, come back. - Gonna charge one more time 49 00:02:29,225 --> 00:02:30,960 to 360, charging. 50 00:02:31,027 --> 00:02:32,028 - Go ahead and clear. - Clear. 51 00:02:32,094 --> 00:02:33,095 And shock. 52 00:03:06,861 --> 00:03:08,931 ♪ Come along with me say my name ♪ 53 00:03:08,998 --> 00:03:10,066 ♪ Shake shake shake ♪ 54 00:03:10,132 --> 00:03:11,666 ♪ It's all I need ♪ 55 00:03:11,733 --> 00:03:12,767 ♪ One two three ♪ 56 00:03:12,834 --> 00:03:13,903 ♪ Bleed constantly ♪ 57 00:03:13,969 --> 00:03:15,171 ♪ What's your name ♪ 58 00:03:15,237 --> 00:03:16,771 ♪ Put him in his place ♪ 59 00:03:16,838 --> 00:03:19,041 ♪ 367 equalizer ♪ 60 00:03:19,108 --> 00:03:21,743 ♪ 367 equalizer ♪ 61 00:03:21,810 --> 00:03:24,046 ♪ Prison protest give me a purpose ♪ 62 00:03:24,113 --> 00:03:26,781 ♪ Never going to speak it's our tradition ♪ 63 00:03:26,848 --> 00:03:29,085 ♪ Sit and speak on it ♪ 64 00:03:29,151 --> 00:03:31,820 ♪ Cry oh say my name ♪ 65 00:03:31,887 --> 00:03:34,156 ♪ White knight's kinda perfectly ♪ 66 00:03:34,223 --> 00:03:35,224 ♪ What's your name ♪ 67 00:03:35,291 --> 00:03:37,159 ♪ Put him in his personal place ♪ 68 00:03:37,226 --> 00:03:39,195 ♪ 367 equalizer ♪ 69 00:03:39,261 --> 00:03:41,931 ♪ 367 equalizer ♪ 70 00:03:41,997 --> 00:03:43,065 ♪ You would do what I do ♪ 71 00:03:43,132 --> 00:03:44,433 ♪ Do what they say ♪ 72 00:03:44,500 --> 00:03:45,267 ♪ You can die right ♪ 73 00:03:45,334 --> 00:03:50,705 ♪ There's no other way ♪ 74 00:03:52,241 --> 00:03:54,243 ♪ This is freedom ♪ 75 00:03:54,310 --> 00:03:58,080 ♪ Doesn't matter anymore ♪ 76 00:04:26,841 --> 00:04:27,742 Ow. 77 00:04:30,546 --> 00:04:31,646 Ow. 78 00:04:35,217 --> 00:04:36,485 - Hey. - Just try and relax. 79 00:04:36,552 --> 00:04:37,553 Get this shit off me! 80 00:04:37,620 --> 00:04:39,021 You've been in a serious accident. 81 00:04:39,088 --> 00:04:40,089 You need to rest. 82 00:04:40,156 --> 00:04:40,923 I didn't fuckin' do anything okay? 83 00:04:40,990 --> 00:04:42,057 Get this shit off me please. 84 00:04:42,124 --> 00:04:42,857 - Sir, just calm down. - Whoa, whoa, whoa, 85 00:04:42,925 --> 00:04:44,759 what is that, what is that? 86 00:04:44,826 --> 00:04:45,628 Don't stick me with that shit. 87 00:04:45,693 --> 00:04:46,929 Sir, we're trying to help you. 88 00:04:46,996 --> 00:04:50,032 - Bitch no, get this fucking... - Trying to help you. 89 00:04:50,099 --> 00:04:51,799 Cuffs off me. 90 00:05:01,210 --> 00:05:02,810 I'm sorry, Emily. 91 00:05:14,056 --> 00:05:17,026 You should be nicer to that one. 92 00:05:17,092 --> 00:05:18,726 I know, I know. 93 00:05:20,396 --> 00:05:23,232 She's just doing her job. 94 00:05:26,902 --> 00:05:28,736 What happened to you? 95 00:06:40,943 --> 00:06:42,911 It was freedom at first. 96 00:06:42,978 --> 00:06:44,613 We didn't give a shit, 97 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:47,249 and we couldn't remember why we ever did. 98 00:06:47,316 --> 00:06:50,286 We were rebels, outlaws even. 99 00:07:00,696 --> 00:07:05,901 ♪ I don't wanna sleep at the same time ♪ 100 00:07:07,002 --> 00:07:10,172 ♪ I don't call 911 for a petty crime ♪ 101 00:07:10,239 --> 00:07:13,175 ♪ I got a tattoo from a ♪ 102 00:07:13,242 --> 00:07:15,010 You see, the point of the mosh pit 103 00:07:15,077 --> 00:07:18,180 was to get to the front, that's it. 104 00:07:18,247 --> 00:07:20,883 I always got to the front. 105 00:07:20,949 --> 00:07:23,285 That's where you find the fuck ups, the dropouts, 106 00:07:23,352 --> 00:07:26,021 the sinners, the cowboys, 107 00:07:26,088 --> 00:07:29,291 the people still on the good side of a bad night. 108 00:07:29,358 --> 00:07:31,894 ♪ Doctor singing trees ♪ 109 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:34,229 ♪ Turn out the light ♪ 110 00:07:42,504 --> 00:07:45,441 I'm talking like real fucking rock and roll man. 111 00:07:45,507 --> 00:07:47,176 We can do it, we totally could, 112 00:07:47,242 --> 00:07:48,243 let's fucking do it, you know. 113 00:07:48,310 --> 00:07:50,312 We need something new, something fresh, 114 00:07:50,379 --> 00:07:53,949 with a lot of fucking noise, you know. 115 00:07:54,016 --> 00:07:55,684 Again, if you know anybody with a bass 116 00:07:55,751 --> 00:07:56,819 it's gonna be so fucking huge, 117 00:07:56,885 --> 00:07:59,988 like I could play the fuck out of the bass, 118 00:08:00,055 --> 00:08:01,290 but I just don't have the scratch right now. 119 00:08:01,357 --> 00:08:04,426 Oh, and drums, we're gonna need a huge fucking set. 120 00:08:04,493 --> 00:08:08,197 Lots of toms, lots of symbols, big fucking sound, 121 00:08:08,263 --> 00:08:11,166 it's gonna be fucking beautiful man. 122 00:08:11,233 --> 00:08:13,168 Slim was absolutely insane, you know, 123 00:08:13,235 --> 00:08:15,003 a complete nihilistic and anarchist, 124 00:08:15,070 --> 00:08:16,405 what ever you wanna call it, 125 00:08:16,472 --> 00:08:17,573 at times he was downright evil. 126 00:08:17,639 --> 00:08:20,309 But I loved his energy, he had a screw loose, 127 00:08:20,376 --> 00:08:22,311 I mean his brain was fucked just like mine. 128 00:08:22,378 --> 00:08:23,645 We were the same. 129 00:08:23,712 --> 00:08:27,316 We even started a band but only ever played one gig. 130 00:08:27,383 --> 00:08:30,719 One, two, one, two, three, four. 131 00:08:30,786 --> 00:08:32,221 ♪ I don't give a fuck yeah ♪ 132 00:08:32,287 --> 00:08:34,022 ♪ I just wanna fuck ♪ 133 00:08:34,089 --> 00:08:35,491 ♪ I don't give a fuck you ♪ 134 00:08:35,557 --> 00:08:39,495 ♪ I just wanna fuck ♪ 135 00:08:39,561 --> 00:08:43,165 Who wants to come up here and fuck me? 136 00:08:44,266 --> 00:08:46,468 Get the fuck off my stage. 137 00:08:46,535 --> 00:08:47,936 Fucking fuck. 138 00:08:50,105 --> 00:08:54,209 You'll never get another gig in this fucking city. 139 00:08:55,444 --> 00:08:57,746 Society will strangle you if you let it. 140 00:08:57,813 --> 00:08:59,481 I've been suffocating for too long 141 00:08:59,548 --> 00:09:01,750 and finally I could breathe. 142 00:09:01,817 --> 00:09:03,485 No alarm to wake up to, 143 00:09:03,552 --> 00:09:06,054 nothing scheduled, no small talk, 144 00:09:06,121 --> 00:09:09,258 no ties to anything and nothing to care for. 145 00:09:09,324 --> 00:09:13,996 Free to explore, to do whatever the fuck I wanted. 146 00:09:14,062 --> 00:09:15,230 Raleigh was our plug. 147 00:09:15,297 --> 00:09:17,166 He could get you anything you could ever need. 148 00:09:17,232 --> 00:09:20,569 Speed, DMT, coke, molly, zanies, atties, 149 00:09:20,636 --> 00:09:24,173 ketamine, codeine, LSD, guns, girls, guys, 150 00:09:24,239 --> 00:09:25,541 body organs, you name it. 151 00:09:25,607 --> 00:09:26,675 I do have some fucking weed too if you wanna come down 152 00:09:26,742 --> 00:09:31,780 and just sorta relax and mellow the fuck out. 153 00:09:31,847 --> 00:09:33,415 You wouldn't know it by looking at him, 154 00:09:33,482 --> 00:09:37,386 but Raleigh came from some serious money. 155 00:09:37,453 --> 00:09:39,188 His parents live in one of those swanky suburbs 156 00:09:39,254 --> 00:09:40,322 on the edge of the city 157 00:09:40,389 --> 00:09:42,324 and that's where he whipped up his supply, 158 00:09:42,391 --> 00:09:44,226 right under their noses. 159 00:09:44,293 --> 00:09:46,128 I'm telling you, this is all the best shit 160 00:09:46,195 --> 00:09:47,362 you can get around here. 161 00:09:47,429 --> 00:09:48,163 Mommy and daddy thought their honor student 162 00:09:48,230 --> 00:09:51,033 would be a chemist one day, 163 00:09:51,099 --> 00:09:52,234 or maybe a lawyer. 164 00:09:53,869 --> 00:09:57,105 Drugs and deaths were what really got him off though. 165 00:09:57,172 --> 00:09:59,208 He wanted to be a mortician. 166 00:09:59,274 --> 00:10:04,279 I guess that's why he spent all the time in the graveyard. 167 00:10:05,314 --> 00:10:06,548 We kept him around because he cut us a deal 168 00:10:06,615 --> 00:10:08,817 and made us laugh, but he never had to worry about 169 00:10:08,885 --> 00:10:12,154 his next meal or a dry place to sleep. 170 00:10:12,221 --> 00:10:13,555 He wasn't one of us. 171 00:11:10,546 --> 00:11:12,447 Thanks man, yeah, fuck. 172 00:11:18,287 --> 00:11:20,289 Come on you dumb fuckers. 173 00:11:22,524 --> 00:11:23,425 Hello. 174 00:11:24,359 --> 00:11:26,261 Fuck yeah man, thanks. 175 00:11:27,696 --> 00:11:31,199 No, in your fucking little bicycle car. 176 00:11:33,368 --> 00:11:34,570 What about you, you got any change? 177 00:11:34,636 --> 00:11:35,704 You're on your fucking headphones 178 00:11:35,771 --> 00:11:39,207 you god damn fucking cocksucker, fuck you. 179 00:11:39,274 --> 00:11:40,609 Nice jeep, fucker. 180 00:11:42,511 --> 00:11:43,412 Fuck. 181 00:12:46,274 --> 00:12:50,445 It's amazing how quickly my appearance went to shit. 182 00:12:50,512 --> 00:12:53,682 I almost didn't recognize myself. 183 00:12:53,749 --> 00:12:55,550 I mostly saw hatred. 184 00:12:56,585 --> 00:12:58,587 I hated what I'd become. 185 00:12:59,621 --> 00:13:00,722 Fuck you. 186 00:13:30,819 --> 00:13:34,256 It wasn't long before I was sick of the dumpster diving, 187 00:13:34,322 --> 00:13:36,692 the begging for change, stealing shit. 188 00:13:36,758 --> 00:13:38,061 I needed to get a job, 189 00:13:38,127 --> 00:13:39,361 something that would give me enough change in my pocket 190 00:13:39,428 --> 00:13:44,199 to get a fucking hamburger and a few cold beers. 191 00:13:59,414 --> 00:14:00,482 So you have a car? 192 00:14:00,549 --> 00:14:01,349 You got a phone number I can reach you at? 193 00:14:01,416 --> 00:14:02,085 Is this your first taxi gig? 194 00:14:02,151 --> 00:14:04,786 You know ah, ah, um. 195 00:14:04,853 --> 00:14:05,587 The fuck does that mean? 196 00:14:05,654 --> 00:14:06,388 Either you do or you don't. 197 00:14:06,455 --> 00:14:08,356 How 'bout a home address? 198 00:14:10,392 --> 00:14:11,194 But it's... 199 00:14:11,259 --> 00:14:12,694 Are your license up to date? 200 00:14:12,761 --> 00:14:13,762 Not exactly. 201 00:14:13,829 --> 00:14:15,363 I don't know it off the top of my head, 202 00:14:15,430 --> 00:14:16,431 I just moved into this new place 203 00:14:16,498 --> 00:14:18,067 and I think they're doing some rezoning 204 00:14:18,134 --> 00:14:19,401 or something like that. 205 00:14:19,468 --> 00:14:22,071 I suspect an acquaintance of mine to have stolen it, 206 00:14:22,138 --> 00:14:23,238 but I can't prove that and obviously 207 00:14:23,305 --> 00:14:25,340 he's not going to admit it if he did steal it, 208 00:14:25,407 --> 00:14:26,408 so I can't help you there. 209 00:14:26,475 --> 00:14:29,478 I'm crashing with a friend of mine. 210 00:14:29,544 --> 00:14:34,083 I don't actually have a functioning license at this time. 211 00:14:34,150 --> 00:14:35,151 I'm in all sorts of shit. 212 00:14:35,218 --> 00:14:37,452 Punk, metal, doom metal, stoner metal. 213 00:14:37,519 --> 00:14:38,787 Is it suspended? 214 00:14:38,854 --> 00:14:40,722 Indi rock, new rock, new wave, no wave, chill wave, 215 00:14:40,789 --> 00:14:42,858 I mean you name it, I'm into it man. 216 00:14:46,129 --> 00:14:47,529 How the fuck are you gonna deliver pizzas 217 00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:49,865 if you don't have a car? 218 00:14:49,932 --> 00:14:50,933 How the hell are you gonna drive 219 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:54,569 a cab around here without a license? 220 00:14:54,636 --> 00:14:56,371 Fuck it, can you start now? 221 00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:10,685 What the hell is this, what are you doing here? 222 00:15:10,752 --> 00:15:11,954 There's a line. 223 00:15:12,021 --> 00:15:13,755 Yeah man, I was just doing some product testing, 224 00:15:13,822 --> 00:15:15,457 a little bit of market research. 225 00:15:15,524 --> 00:15:16,725 Ah, what? 226 00:15:16,792 --> 00:15:17,859 When do I get a break? 227 00:15:17,927 --> 00:15:19,561 You know what, this isn't gonna work out, 228 00:15:19,628 --> 00:15:21,696 get the fuck out of here. 229 00:15:22,798 --> 00:15:25,600 What the fuck are you looking at? 230 00:16:12,714 --> 00:16:13,615 Woo. 231 00:16:26,828 --> 00:16:28,597 It's like a fucking race around here, 232 00:16:28,663 --> 00:16:30,432 it looks so fucking crazy man. 233 00:16:30,498 --> 00:16:33,202 Oh yo, hey, hey man, can I get a butt from you? 234 00:16:33,269 --> 00:16:35,004 Do you have an extra cigarette? 235 00:16:35,071 --> 00:16:36,038 I just need one. 236 00:16:36,105 --> 00:16:37,006 Craig said he was gonna come down. 237 00:16:37,073 --> 00:16:37,873 - Yeah sure. - But I don't think 238 00:16:37,940 --> 00:16:38,740 he's gonna make it anymore man. 239 00:16:38,807 --> 00:16:41,043 I just think it's just gonna me 240 00:16:41,110 --> 00:16:44,546 just rolling around with this fucking ah, 241 00:16:44,613 --> 00:16:47,682 yeah man, just trying to do shit man. 242 00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:52,889 Hey dude, do you have any change on you 243 00:16:52,955 --> 00:16:53,822 or anything like that? 244 00:16:53,890 --> 00:16:54,991 - No, sorry bud. - No, no change, 245 00:16:55,057 --> 00:16:55,992 no change at all, 246 00:16:56,058 --> 00:16:57,726 - no dollar bills or something? - No. 247 00:16:57,792 --> 00:16:58,895 - Not at all? - No sorry. 248 00:16:58,961 --> 00:17:01,496 No, no, no, there's no cops around here man. 249 00:17:01,563 --> 00:17:02,331 No man. 250 00:17:02,397 --> 00:17:03,900 - There's not. - Sorry. 251 00:17:03,966 --> 00:17:05,767 - Have a good night. - You fucking 252 00:17:05,834 --> 00:17:06,936 piece of shit. 253 00:17:08,770 --> 00:17:10,538 Thanks for the smoke ass whole. 254 00:17:10,605 --> 00:17:13,910 Fucking thanks for the smoke, I got it. 255 00:17:13,976 --> 00:17:15,878 I got what I needed. 256 00:17:15,945 --> 00:17:18,513 I was tryna talk about my consciousness 257 00:17:18,580 --> 00:17:19,814 and stuff like that 'cause I think 258 00:17:19,882 --> 00:17:21,716 if we can just put it all together. 259 00:17:21,783 --> 00:17:24,853 So she's like the virgin and she takes out a room 260 00:17:24,921 --> 00:17:28,423 and that becomes the savior of mankind. 261 00:17:31,626 --> 00:17:36,631 ♪ The wheels on the bus go round and round ♪ 262 00:17:39,101 --> 00:17:41,569 And I just couldn't... 263 00:17:41,636 --> 00:17:43,906 You can do it, you can do it. 264 00:17:52,915 --> 00:17:54,849 I'd never been so low. 265 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:56,252 After all that job shit, 266 00:17:56,319 --> 00:17:59,854 it was time to put an end to the misery and embarrassment. 267 00:17:59,922 --> 00:18:02,291 I was ready to go out, I really was. 268 00:18:02,358 --> 00:18:03,993 Wasn't the first time I had tampered with the idea 269 00:18:04,060 --> 00:18:06,963 of taking death into my own hands. 270 00:18:08,697 --> 00:18:10,699 Depression chews you up and spits you out, 271 00:18:10,765 --> 00:18:11,968 it gives you tunnel vision, 272 00:18:12,034 --> 00:18:14,303 and all you see is the bullshit you can't control, 273 00:18:14,370 --> 00:18:16,604 things that pin you down. 274 00:18:17,872 --> 00:18:20,042 Moms face when she hears the news. 275 00:18:20,109 --> 00:18:21,609 They said my brain was fucked, 276 00:18:21,676 --> 00:18:23,545 they saw the scars on my wrist. 277 00:18:23,611 --> 00:18:25,014 This wasn't that. 278 00:18:25,081 --> 00:18:27,782 Lose time, something final, 279 00:18:27,849 --> 00:18:30,585 time to rest, to quiet my mind, 280 00:18:32,054 --> 00:18:33,755 to end the battle. 281 00:19:14,997 --> 00:19:16,065 Okay, okay. 282 00:19:22,171 --> 00:19:23,205 Give me 10. 283 00:19:23,272 --> 00:19:27,143 10, aren't you good with usually three? 284 00:19:27,209 --> 00:19:29,011 What gives Bug? 285 00:19:29,078 --> 00:19:30,845 Just do your job. 286 00:19:30,913 --> 00:19:33,748 Listen, if I hear you've been flippin' this shit, 287 00:19:33,815 --> 00:19:35,051 like those K pins I sold you. 288 00:19:35,117 --> 00:19:38,686 I'm not flippin' shit, they're for me, all right? 289 00:19:38,753 --> 00:19:42,091 Only a coward takes 10 in a single dive Bug. 290 00:19:42,158 --> 00:19:44,692 You trying to off yourself? 291 00:19:46,028 --> 00:19:47,063 Holy shit you are. 292 00:19:47,129 --> 00:19:49,398 Do you have the fucking pills or not? 293 00:19:49,465 --> 00:19:51,699 Fucking chill out dude. 294 00:19:58,908 --> 00:20:02,011 So, what are your plans post-mortem? 295 00:20:03,879 --> 00:20:05,414 What the fuck does that mean? 296 00:20:05,481 --> 00:20:06,449 Are you an organ donor? 297 00:20:06,515 --> 00:20:08,417 - Jesus Christ. - I'm just saying, 298 00:20:08,484 --> 00:20:11,686 that shit gets real expensive, 299 00:20:11,753 --> 00:20:14,756 I can take care of your cadaver for you if you want. 300 00:20:14,823 --> 00:20:15,623 My cadaver. 301 00:20:15,690 --> 00:20:18,227 Yeah, you know, your corpse. 302 00:20:18,294 --> 00:20:20,795 So long as your cool with me cutting you up 303 00:20:20,862 --> 00:20:22,932 and poking around some shit. 304 00:20:22,998 --> 00:20:24,766 You can make a pretty penny selling organs 305 00:20:24,833 --> 00:20:26,202 on the black market these days. 306 00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,802 Yeah, can ya? 307 00:20:32,007 --> 00:20:36,011 You are a sick bastard, you know that don't you? 308 00:20:36,946 --> 00:20:40,615 Is that a yes? 309 00:20:59,268 --> 00:21:02,837 It's sort of like the ocean, 310 00:21:02,905 --> 00:21:04,106 or out of space, 311 00:21:06,041 --> 00:21:08,843 or hell, it's sort of like hell. 312 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:15,084 I had seen all the stone and brick and cement, 313 00:21:15,151 --> 00:21:19,787 all the garbage and glass and endless piles of shit, 314 00:21:19,854 --> 00:21:23,192 all the scum no one will look in the eyes. 315 00:21:24,560 --> 00:21:26,861 It's all one thing now. 316 00:21:32,968 --> 00:21:34,203 It's like one of those dreams 317 00:21:34,270 --> 00:21:38,140 where the faster you try to run the slower you go. 318 00:21:38,207 --> 00:21:38,941 Quicksand. 319 00:21:41,377 --> 00:21:42,744 The louder you try and yell 320 00:21:42,810 --> 00:21:45,247 the more stifled your cries are. 321 00:21:47,216 --> 00:21:49,218 The depths of the ocean, 322 00:21:50,319 --> 00:21:52,888 the farthest parts of space. 323 00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:58,793 Hell is so much closer than I could of imagined. 324 00:22:27,122 --> 00:22:29,724 Ah. 325 00:22:50,879 --> 00:22:52,281 Joe, that's what... 326 00:22:52,348 --> 00:22:55,817 No it wasn't, Joe okay, I know, 327 00:22:55,884 --> 00:22:56,986 it's just, it's fine. 328 00:22:57,052 --> 00:23:00,222 Raleigh, I knew I'd find you here. 329 00:23:00,289 --> 00:23:02,157 - Oh, you little piece of shit. - It was a sham Bug. 330 00:23:02,224 --> 00:23:04,226 I got hosed, it wasn't one of my batches, 331 00:23:04,293 --> 00:23:06,996 my shit has been moving so fast 332 00:23:07,062 --> 00:23:09,098 I had to pick up from the Koreans. 333 00:23:09,164 --> 00:23:10,599 The shit was watered down. 334 00:23:10,666 --> 00:23:13,168 They sold fucking sugar pills. 335 00:23:16,438 --> 00:23:18,806 Everyone's out for blood. 336 00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:20,909 How do you think I feel? 337 00:23:20,976 --> 00:23:23,012 How do I think you feel? 338 00:23:23,078 --> 00:23:25,381 How do I think you feel Raleigh? 339 00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:29,051 I don't give a fuck how you feel you stupid. 340 00:23:29,118 --> 00:23:29,952 Fuck off. 341 00:23:34,189 --> 00:23:37,192 I just tried to kill and I failed, 342 00:23:39,094 --> 00:23:42,031 you know how embarrassing that is? 343 00:23:42,097 --> 00:23:43,899 I feel like garbage. 344 00:23:46,335 --> 00:23:48,037 - I've never been this hungover. - Hey. 345 00:23:49,405 --> 00:23:51,140 Look at it this way man, 346 00:23:51,206 --> 00:23:54,943 you've got a second chance at life here, you know? 347 00:23:55,010 --> 00:23:58,280 This is like some divine intervention shit. 348 00:23:58,347 --> 00:24:00,916 Fucking God touched you Bug. 349 00:24:02,217 --> 00:24:03,218 Fuck God. 350 00:24:08,457 --> 00:24:10,092 I just wanna die. 351 00:24:12,027 --> 00:24:12,928 Okay. 352 00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:31,947 Hey, hey, it takes a real kind of fuck up 353 00:24:33,248 --> 00:24:34,283 to botch pulling the trigger, 354 00:24:34,350 --> 00:24:38,020 and don't get me wrong, you're a fuck up, 355 00:24:38,087 --> 00:24:41,357 so I'm gonna make this really clear here. 356 00:24:43,258 --> 00:24:44,126 Get up. 357 00:24:49,164 --> 00:24:50,232 Just squeeze. 358 00:25:00,209 --> 00:25:01,110 Boo. 359 00:25:06,181 --> 00:25:09,952 So Raleigh tells me you're tryna off yourself. 360 00:25:10,018 --> 00:25:14,022 Raleigh's bent, the supplies counterfeit too, 361 00:25:14,089 --> 00:25:16,091 don't go to him. 362 00:25:16,158 --> 00:25:17,226 Just hold for a night would you? 363 00:25:17,292 --> 00:25:18,961 There's this show down at the Doll House, 364 00:25:19,027 --> 00:25:20,362 this band Nice Guys is playin', 365 00:25:20,429 --> 00:25:21,497 and the last time they were there 366 00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:23,732 the lead singer jumped from the rafters 367 00:25:23,799 --> 00:25:25,367 into the pit, broke his shoulder 368 00:25:25,434 --> 00:25:26,502 and nearly paralyzed himself, 369 00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:31,507 which is pretty punk if you ask me. 370 00:25:35,611 --> 00:25:40,082 And I also got some killer crank and some ecstasy. 371 00:26:05,841 --> 00:26:08,410 ♪ One sided coin ♪ 372 00:26:08,477 --> 00:26:11,180 ♪ It makes me flip ♪ 373 00:26:11,246 --> 00:26:14,016 ♪ Keeps me on edge ♪ 374 00:26:14,082 --> 00:26:16,485 ♪ He's on the edge ♪ 375 00:26:16,552 --> 00:26:19,288 ♪ Then with the brakes ♪ 376 00:26:19,354 --> 00:26:22,090 ♪ Then with the crowds ♪ 377 00:26:22,157 --> 00:26:24,560 ♪ They beat you down ♪ 378 00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:29,064 ♪ It threads our cheek ♪ 379 00:26:29,131 --> 00:26:30,265 ♪ Big money ♪ 380 00:26:30,332 --> 00:26:33,068 ♪ The brake sets in ♪ 381 00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:35,537 ♪ The wash comes up ♪ 382 00:26:35,604 --> 00:26:38,307 ♪ It pulls in threads ♪ 383 00:26:38,373 --> 00:26:41,210 ♪ Let's work on it ♪ 384 00:26:41,276 --> 00:26:43,579 ♪ Plastics and masks ♪ 385 00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,448 ♪ The selfish cracks ♪ 386 00:26:46,515 --> 00:26:49,218 ♪ Whispers and shouts ♪ 387 00:26:49,284 --> 00:26:51,587 ♪ The truth is out ♪ 388 00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:56,992 ♪ Judge full range, ain't no way ♪ 389 00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:02,464 ♪ To survive in the steely club, this city ♪ 390 00:27:03,599 --> 00:27:07,536 ♪ Go outside, it's all the same ♪ 391 00:27:09,137 --> 00:27:13,308 ♪ All that matters is the numbers at the end of the day ♪ 392 00:27:14,643 --> 00:27:17,346 ♪ I know what I got ♪ 393 00:27:17,412 --> 00:27:20,182 ♪ I know it ain't much ♪ 394 00:27:20,249 --> 00:27:25,254 ♪ I know it's okay to fall these days ♪ 395 00:27:26,188 --> 00:27:28,257 ♪ I don't think too hard ♪ 396 00:27:28,323 --> 00:27:30,859 ♪ I am not in charge ♪ 397 00:27:30,927 --> 00:27:36,131 ♪ I just wait in the back of the lot for my break ♪ 398 00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:38,734 ♪ Big money ♪ 399 00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:41,570 ♪ Big build dudes on this train ♪ 400 00:27:41,637 --> 00:27:44,373 ♪ You people I don't wanna meet ♪ 401 00:27:44,439 --> 00:27:49,444 ♪ Looks like they want this place for the test ♪ 402 00:27:50,546 --> 00:27:52,514 ♪ Every block in this whole damn city ♪ 403 00:27:52,581 --> 00:27:55,350 ♪ All alone but just for the piggies ♪ 404 00:27:55,417 --> 00:28:00,422 ♪ Waiting for the chance to pounce on me ♪ 405 00:28:02,257 --> 00:28:03,692 ♪ Big money ♪ 406 00:29:50,599 --> 00:29:54,670 I didn't take you for the religious type. 407 00:29:54,736 --> 00:29:58,540 I'm not really. 408 00:29:58,607 --> 00:30:01,410 I went to church a lot as a kid, 409 00:30:02,577 --> 00:30:06,381 I lived in this group home with Jesus freaks. 410 00:30:07,616 --> 00:30:11,720 The whole bible thumping, cross facing the toilet kind. 411 00:30:15,724 --> 00:30:18,427 Nothing bad ever happened on Sunday 412 00:30:18,493 --> 00:30:21,697 so I guess it just kinda stuck with me. 413 00:30:25,534 --> 00:30:27,269 What about you, hm? 414 00:30:29,838 --> 00:30:31,606 What do you believe? 415 00:30:36,344 --> 00:30:37,612 Nothing really. 416 00:30:38,915 --> 00:30:41,650 I mean, we weren't religious growing up, 417 00:30:41,717 --> 00:30:44,453 my mom was but that's about it. 418 00:30:45,888 --> 00:30:48,490 Kid that lived next door to me though, 419 00:30:48,557 --> 00:30:52,527 him and his family went to church every Sunday 420 00:30:52,594 --> 00:30:56,832 and he ended up getting molested by his priest 421 00:30:56,899 --> 00:30:58,800 - or something. - Geez. 422 00:30:58,867 --> 00:31:01,470 He didn't tell anyone for years. 423 00:31:01,536 --> 00:31:02,571 It was a big deal for a week or two 424 00:31:02,637 --> 00:31:04,573 and then nothing, most people, 425 00:31:04,639 --> 00:31:09,444 they didn't wanna believe it or they didn't care. 426 00:31:09,511 --> 00:31:11,246 I saw it eat him up. 427 00:31:13,582 --> 00:31:15,751 Fucking destroyed him, but, 428 00:31:17,385 --> 00:31:19,321 they say that happens all the time, 429 00:31:19,387 --> 00:31:23,492 priest screwing around with kids and stuff. 430 00:31:23,558 --> 00:31:26,394 I don't know, that and a whole bunch of other things 431 00:31:26,461 --> 00:31:30,465 made me pretty convince that religion is a scam. 432 00:31:34,469 --> 00:31:37,305 Well, this crash is gonna suck. 433 00:31:38,507 --> 00:31:41,676 I wish I had a joint to come down with. 434 00:31:45,514 --> 00:31:48,350 Maybe I can help out with that. 435 00:32:14,843 --> 00:32:17,579 I feel pretty good now though. 436 00:32:18,847 --> 00:32:20,315 What about you? 437 00:32:22,584 --> 00:32:23,886 - Yeah. - Yeah? 438 00:32:23,953 --> 00:32:25,154 Mm-hmm. 439 00:32:27,689 --> 00:32:29,691 That night I had it all. 440 00:32:31,660 --> 00:32:34,897 Jenny was cool, she was like me. 441 00:32:34,964 --> 00:32:37,866 There was this tightness in my chest, 442 00:32:37,934 --> 00:32:40,669 some vacancy had been filled. 443 00:32:40,735 --> 00:32:42,939 I know that people don't change, 444 00:32:43,005 --> 00:32:45,507 but maybe parts of them do. 445 00:32:46,741 --> 00:32:48,844 Something changed in me. 446 00:32:48,911 --> 00:32:50,846 The highs were always really high, 447 00:32:50,913 --> 00:32:53,548 and the lows always really low, 448 00:32:53,615 --> 00:32:55,885 but this high felt different. 449 00:32:57,019 --> 00:32:58,820 - Nothing? - Oh shit. 450 00:33:01,023 --> 00:33:02,657 - You got it. - I did get it. 451 00:33:02,724 --> 00:33:03,592 You hear that one before? 452 00:33:03,658 --> 00:33:04,961 No. 453 00:33:05,027 --> 00:33:08,597 I was just more evil than the devil and greater than God 454 00:33:08,663 --> 00:33:10,900 or contradictory terms. 455 00:33:51,706 --> 00:33:52,909 - Yes. - Woo. 456 00:33:52,975 --> 00:33:53,675 Yes. 457 00:33:53,742 --> 00:33:55,878 Yeah. 458 00:33:55,945 --> 00:33:57,545 What a lovely time. 459 00:33:57,612 --> 00:33:59,447 I'm so proud. 460 00:34:01,549 --> 00:34:02,885 How many we got left? 461 00:34:02,952 --> 00:34:04,853 I don't know. 462 00:34:06,788 --> 00:34:07,756 I gave you one. 463 00:34:07,822 --> 00:34:11,526 Yeah, thank you very much for that. 464 00:34:11,593 --> 00:34:12,694 Bug? 465 00:34:13,930 --> 00:34:14,964 What? 466 00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:17,866 Come here. 467 00:34:47,096 --> 00:34:49,631 It's Tina's brother. 468 00:34:49,698 --> 00:34:51,466 What, the hooker? 469 00:34:57,839 --> 00:35:00,608 Oh shit, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I know this kid, 470 00:35:00,675 --> 00:35:02,044 he's a fag. 471 00:35:02,111 --> 00:35:04,947 Must've been the HIV caught up to him. 472 00:35:05,014 --> 00:35:06,916 Shut the fuck up Slim. 473 00:35:06,983 --> 00:35:08,918 Well it could've been. 474 00:35:08,985 --> 00:35:09,986 It wasn't. 475 00:35:14,756 --> 00:35:16,624 Fucking gross. 476 00:35:16,691 --> 00:35:20,595 Just, must've took a hit too strong I guess. 477 00:35:23,032 --> 00:35:24,133 Could've been anyone. 478 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,335 No, no, no, no, no, this kid was a junkie. 479 00:35:26,402 --> 00:35:29,138 You didn't fucking know him. 480 00:35:29,205 --> 00:35:30,940 Neither did you. 481 00:35:31,007 --> 00:35:33,608 His sister hooks and he liked the needle in the cock. 482 00:35:33,675 --> 00:35:35,677 Shut the hell up Slim. 483 00:35:37,779 --> 00:35:39,647 Could've been anybody. 484 00:36:09,078 --> 00:36:10,745 Don't be a baby. 485 00:36:21,856 --> 00:36:26,661 Maybe it was a hot dose or something, I don't know. 486 00:36:26,728 --> 00:36:27,729 Raleigh said that there 487 00:36:27,796 --> 00:36:29,831 was some synthetic shit moving around. 488 00:36:29,899 --> 00:36:31,901 No, no, no, that kid was a junkie, 489 00:36:31,967 --> 00:36:34,036 he would've died from the needle eventually. 490 00:36:34,103 --> 00:36:36,939 If he was a junkie then what are we, huh? 491 00:36:37,006 --> 00:36:40,809 I'm not a junkie, you're a junkie. 492 00:36:40,876 --> 00:36:42,677 I'll never be a slave to a substance. 493 00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:46,714 I like to think of myself as a recreational user. 494 00:36:46,781 --> 00:36:49,051 My ass, you're a speed freak. 495 00:36:49,118 --> 00:36:50,920 So are you. 496 00:36:50,986 --> 00:36:54,190 Well I'm not hooked, I'm just skimming. 497 00:36:54,256 --> 00:36:56,058 Besides, those pills you guys get off of Raleigh 498 00:36:56,125 --> 00:36:57,159 are way stronger than anything 499 00:36:57,226 --> 00:37:01,063 that kid would've been able to shoot up. 500 00:37:05,201 --> 00:37:07,103 Yeah, look at that. 501 00:37:07,169 --> 00:37:08,837 - Bad ass. - It's pretty good, right? 502 00:37:08,904 --> 00:37:10,139 Yeah, not bad. 503 00:37:13,909 --> 00:37:16,112 We roasted in the putrid bubble of brick buildings 504 00:37:16,178 --> 00:37:17,913 and side walks. 505 00:37:17,980 --> 00:37:20,615 The pavement charred my edges. 506 00:37:22,151 --> 00:37:24,253 Summer wasn't all bad though, 507 00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:26,956 that's when the city came to life. 508 00:37:27,022 --> 00:37:30,993 I like to start early to avoid the midday heat. 509 00:37:33,028 --> 00:37:35,030 The days blended together, 510 00:37:35,097 --> 00:37:39,101 and this one started out just like the rest. 511 00:38:03,959 --> 00:38:06,128 Fletcher, what are you doing man? 512 00:38:06,195 --> 00:38:09,165 This is glass, you got plastic here, all right? 513 00:38:09,231 --> 00:38:13,735 This is glass, plastics go down there, okay? 514 00:38:13,801 --> 00:38:14,702 See? 515 00:38:18,073 --> 00:38:22,011 Oh, right at the deli, for Christ sakes. 516 00:38:22,077 --> 00:38:24,046 Would you look at that. 517 00:38:25,581 --> 00:38:26,949 This place stinks. 518 00:38:28,584 --> 00:38:32,021 It reminds me of one time I was working for the CIA. 519 00:38:32,087 --> 00:38:36,525 They had me in a basement, no windows, one desk, 520 00:38:36,592 --> 00:38:38,160 tapping the phone conversations 521 00:38:38,227 --> 00:38:40,930 of the families upstairs. 522 00:38:40,996 --> 00:38:42,998 They weren't feeding their kids. 523 00:38:43,065 --> 00:38:45,000 It was abuse, you know? 524 00:38:46,235 --> 00:38:49,771 It'd been months, listening to phone calls. 525 00:38:51,106 --> 00:38:53,876 It's patient work, let me tell ya. 526 00:38:53,943 --> 00:38:55,777 And my wife, my wife, 527 00:38:56,345 --> 00:38:58,981 she was gonna be in the films. 528 00:39:00,249 --> 00:39:04,119 Those kids, they were so skinny before the feds came, 529 00:39:05,187 --> 00:39:07,189 nearly burnt the house down. 530 00:39:07,256 --> 00:39:09,857 My wife, she never wanted any kids. 531 00:39:09,925 --> 00:39:11,927 She smells like daisies. 532 00:39:14,129 --> 00:39:15,965 Just a few more of these bottles 533 00:39:16,031 --> 00:39:19,034 and I'll be punching my ticket home. 534 00:39:20,302 --> 00:39:21,904 She's in the films you know? 535 00:39:21,971 --> 00:39:24,306 Yep, yep, you said that. 536 00:39:24,373 --> 00:39:28,143 Well looks like you're all set Mr. Fletcher. 537 00:39:30,646 --> 00:39:33,215 Two 25, you wouldn't be ripping me off 538 00:39:33,282 --> 00:39:34,383 now would you Bug? 539 00:39:34,450 --> 00:39:36,952 For real man, that's all you had, all right? 540 00:39:37,019 --> 00:39:39,321 Plastics go down there, 541 00:39:39,388 --> 00:39:42,024 so take the rest of these plastics 542 00:39:42,091 --> 00:39:43,993 and go down there. 543 00:39:44,059 --> 00:39:45,227 And you might wanna try hitting your spots 544 00:39:45,294 --> 00:39:46,262 a little bit earlier 545 00:39:46,328 --> 00:39:47,196 all right, there's the Korean dudes 546 00:39:47,263 --> 00:39:48,497 I've been seeing around recently, 547 00:39:48,564 --> 00:39:51,333 I think they're beating you to the punch, all right? 548 00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:53,002 You're a good kid Bug. 549 00:39:53,068 --> 00:39:55,104 See you tomorrow. 550 00:40:06,482 --> 00:40:08,984 Fathers day at Paul park, 551 00:40:09,051 --> 00:40:11,620 early with a couple of home runs in the second inning. 552 00:40:11,687 --> 00:40:14,256 Maybe it's going up here in the sixth 553 00:40:14,323 --> 00:40:16,791 and now we're all tied up. 554 00:40:17,393 --> 00:40:19,261 Is that date right? 555 00:40:19,328 --> 00:40:21,863 What, do you live under a rock? 556 00:40:21,930 --> 00:40:22,931 Holy shit. 557 00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:26,635 It's my fucking birthday today. 558 00:40:26,702 --> 00:40:28,203 Congratulations. 559 00:40:30,706 --> 00:40:31,907 All right. 560 00:40:34,343 --> 00:40:37,413 Can I get one of those whiskey bottles? 561 00:40:37,479 --> 00:40:39,214 Nah, the small one. 562 00:40:50,259 --> 00:40:51,226 Thanks man. 563 00:40:52,561 --> 00:40:57,333 So I look up at the sign and can't fucking believe it, 564 00:40:58,467 --> 00:41:01,370 June 18th, today's my 21st birthday. 565 00:41:03,272 --> 00:41:04,239 - Hey. - Yes. 566 00:41:05,441 --> 00:41:07,176 Happy birthday Bug. 567 00:41:07,242 --> 00:41:08,310 - Thanks. - Holy shit dude, 568 00:41:08,377 --> 00:41:09,712 you're only 21? 569 00:41:09,778 --> 00:41:12,014 Yeah, funny thing is I've been buying booze of that dude 570 00:41:12,081 --> 00:41:13,248 for three years. 571 00:41:14,750 --> 00:41:18,287 But I blew the last of my cash on this, 572 00:41:18,354 --> 00:41:20,422 so I think lunch is gonna have to be on Eddie. 573 00:41:23,125 --> 00:41:24,326 Oh man, just think about it dude, 574 00:41:24,393 --> 00:41:27,129 21 years ago on this exact date 575 00:41:27,196 --> 00:41:30,699 you are spit out of your mums twat. 576 00:41:30,766 --> 00:41:32,201 That's fucking great. 577 00:41:32,267 --> 00:41:33,135 - Yeah. - I'm just telling it 578 00:41:33,202 --> 00:41:34,203 like it is man. 579 00:41:34,269 --> 00:41:36,138 Everybody thinks childbirth is some kind 580 00:41:36,205 --> 00:41:39,074 of fucking miracle, you ever fucking see one? 581 00:41:39,141 --> 00:41:41,710 It's a brutal, painful, bloody mess. 582 00:41:41,777 --> 00:41:43,045 It's worst than a fucking snuff film, 583 00:41:43,112 --> 00:41:45,314 all for the sake of having some little bastard around, 584 00:41:45,381 --> 00:41:50,386 24/7, shittin' and crying and chewing on your nipples. 585 00:41:52,054 --> 00:41:53,122 That's why I'll never have one. 586 00:41:53,188 --> 00:41:55,457 Yeah, people think babies are so pure too. 587 00:41:55,524 --> 00:41:58,427 Yeah, like they come from above. 588 00:41:58,494 --> 00:41:59,561 When most of the time, 589 00:41:59,628 --> 00:42:01,430 they're the result of something absolutely 590 00:42:01,497 --> 00:42:02,531 completely fucking meaningless. 591 00:42:02,598 --> 00:42:06,301 I mean, my parents, they're not in love, 592 00:42:06,368 --> 00:42:08,370 and they probably weren't when they made me. 593 00:42:08,437 --> 00:42:10,506 We're the same as every other little scurrying rodent 594 00:42:10,572 --> 00:42:15,444 on this skid, and we're here for the same reason, to die. 595 00:42:16,545 --> 00:42:18,113 Yeah, and then? 596 00:42:18,180 --> 00:42:21,183 And then, and then, and then what? 597 00:42:22,317 --> 00:42:24,253 There is no and then, there is no after that, 598 00:42:24,319 --> 00:42:28,323 we're born, we fuck, we live, we die, that's it. 599 00:42:29,358 --> 00:42:30,459 No, what, do you think plants and fish 600 00:42:30,526 --> 00:42:33,028 and bugs and rats and dogs have an afterlife? 601 00:42:33,095 --> 00:42:34,530 I mean, they don't. 602 00:42:34,596 --> 00:42:36,398 Look, we aren't special, 603 00:42:36,465 --> 00:42:38,767 and if we aren't special, animals are fucked, 604 00:42:38,834 --> 00:42:40,269 just frankly fucked. 605 00:42:40,335 --> 00:42:41,437 The difference between the species 606 00:42:41,503 --> 00:42:44,273 is that we're smarter, we are so much smarter, 607 00:42:44,339 --> 00:42:45,274 so much smarter that at some point 608 00:42:45,340 --> 00:42:46,608 we realized the best way to survive 609 00:42:46,675 --> 00:42:50,112 is to convince ourselves that each and every one of us 610 00:42:50,179 --> 00:42:52,047 is the most important breathing bastard 611 00:42:52,114 --> 00:42:54,149 on a planet filled with unspeakable numbers of breathing... 612 00:42:54,216 --> 00:42:54,950 Whoa, whoa, whoa, 613 00:42:55,017 --> 00:42:56,118 watch where you're fucking 614 00:42:56,185 --> 00:42:56,819 - going ass whole. - Take a shower shit bag. 615 00:42:56,886 --> 00:42:57,953 Hey, come say that 616 00:42:58,020 --> 00:43:00,322 - to my face. - Oh, you wanna make something 617 00:43:00,389 --> 00:43:01,123 out of this, guy, get the fuck out of the car your swid. 618 00:43:01,190 --> 00:43:02,458 - Pussy. - What the fuck? 619 00:43:02,524 --> 00:43:05,427 Fucking people these days man, Jesus fucking Christ. 620 00:43:05,494 --> 00:43:07,329 I mean, look at Tina's brother, right? 621 00:43:07,396 --> 00:43:09,531 Someones kid, someones brother obviously, 622 00:43:09,598 --> 00:43:11,133 where is he now? 623 00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:14,169 Rotting away under a fucking bridge. 624 00:43:15,504 --> 00:43:19,475 I mean face it, people don't care if one us lives or dies. 625 00:43:19,541 --> 00:43:21,376 Well that is very grim Bug, 626 00:43:21,443 --> 00:43:25,347 and spoken like a guy who's tryna off himself. 627 00:43:26,883 --> 00:43:28,584 Are you tryna off yourself? 628 00:43:28,650 --> 00:43:29,518 No. 629 00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,590 Well, yeah, kinda, I mean, I was I guess. 630 00:43:41,230 --> 00:43:43,365 Come on mother fucker. 631 00:43:43,432 --> 00:43:44,266 What? 632 00:43:52,909 --> 00:43:56,078 Hey Eddie, you got what I'm lookin' for today? 633 00:43:56,144 --> 00:43:57,579 I thought you were gonna quit. 634 00:43:57,646 --> 00:43:59,615 These things will kill you you know, 635 00:43:59,681 --> 00:44:01,517 I don't want that to happen. 636 00:44:01,583 --> 00:44:04,152 Oh, you're so sweet Eddie. 637 00:44:04,219 --> 00:44:05,354 You know, one of these days someone's gonna come 638 00:44:05,420 --> 00:44:07,322 walking right through that door. 639 00:44:07,389 --> 00:44:09,157 I hope she's as cute as you. 640 00:44:09,224 --> 00:44:10,225 But I hope she doesn't smoke, 641 00:44:10,292 --> 00:44:12,861 those things will kill you you know. 642 00:44:12,929 --> 00:44:15,297 I loved to take you on a date sometime Jenny, 643 00:44:15,364 --> 00:44:16,865 you could come over my house, 644 00:44:16,933 --> 00:44:19,234 my mom makes really good beef stew. 645 00:44:19,301 --> 00:44:21,537 That sounds so nice Eddie, 646 00:44:22,671 --> 00:44:25,440 but you know I'm kinda with Bug now, right? 647 00:44:25,507 --> 00:44:27,676 He could come too, not Slim though, 648 00:44:27,743 --> 00:44:30,312 'cause he's a piece of shit. 649 00:44:31,513 --> 00:44:33,515 Hey Eddie, how's it going man? 650 00:44:33,582 --> 00:44:35,617 Fine thanks, what are you guys get in to today? 651 00:44:35,684 --> 00:44:37,452 It's Bug's birthday today. 652 00:44:37,519 --> 00:44:39,288 Oh, happy birthday Bug. 653 00:44:39,354 --> 00:44:42,157 You know, you share the same birthday as my cousin Mark, 654 00:44:42,224 --> 00:44:43,893 he's a real piece of shit though. 655 00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:47,563 Anyway, I got a little something for you. 656 00:44:47,629 --> 00:44:50,332 You know, being your birthday and all. 657 00:44:50,399 --> 00:44:53,402 One in four million odds to win the jackpot on that thing. 658 00:44:53,468 --> 00:44:56,204 If it's a winner, don't forget who gave you this. 659 00:44:56,271 --> 00:44:57,040 Okay Bug? 660 00:44:57,105 --> 00:44:59,508 Who gave what to me Eddie? 661 00:45:02,544 --> 00:45:04,279 I'm just kidding with you man, 662 00:45:04,346 --> 00:45:05,314 and thanks, this is great. 663 00:45:05,380 --> 00:45:08,283 Hey Eddie, how 'bout one for me? 664 00:45:08,350 --> 00:45:10,419 Go to hell Slim. 665 00:45:10,485 --> 00:45:13,155 I'm all ready there my dude. 666 00:45:26,702 --> 00:45:29,605 You know, if you died, I'd care. 667 00:45:33,642 --> 00:45:38,313 If you were cold and alone something, I'd go to sleep. 668 00:46:02,337 --> 00:46:03,238 Hi. 669 00:46:05,340 --> 00:46:08,243 Fucking dopey fucking, you stupid. 670 00:46:09,678 --> 00:46:10,679 Get the fuck back here. 671 00:46:10,746 --> 00:46:13,615 Fuck you. 672 00:46:13,682 --> 00:46:16,485 God damn it, I'm gonna fucking kill you. 673 00:46:16,551 --> 00:46:18,620 Gonna hit you so fucking hard your hair's gonna grow back. 674 00:46:31,566 --> 00:46:34,503 Picking out a tombstone for yourself? 675 00:46:34,569 --> 00:46:35,637 Very funny. 676 00:46:36,973 --> 00:46:40,642 Thought you would've offed yourself by now, coward. 677 00:46:40,709 --> 00:46:42,511 Where's my gun? 678 00:46:42,577 --> 00:46:43,578 I hid it. 679 00:46:43,645 --> 00:46:44,546 Where? 680 00:46:45,547 --> 00:46:47,182 Somewhere safe. 681 00:46:48,550 --> 00:46:50,752 It's in a safe place. 682 00:46:50,819 --> 00:46:53,755 Well what happened, jam up on you or something? 683 00:46:53,822 --> 00:46:55,390 No, it's just, 684 00:46:58,493 --> 00:47:00,562 unforeseen circumstances. 685 00:47:02,731 --> 00:47:03,465 Jenny? 686 00:47:04,866 --> 00:47:06,768 Yeah, you know her? 687 00:47:06,835 --> 00:47:08,637 Everyone knows her. 688 00:47:10,472 --> 00:47:12,541 Listen man, I'm gonna save you some heartache 689 00:47:12,607 --> 00:47:15,744 here all right, she's just well known. 690 00:47:18,881 --> 00:47:19,648 Fuck off. 691 00:47:19,715 --> 00:47:20,749 She's in for the dope man. 692 00:47:20,816 --> 00:47:23,785 Just be careful, that's all I'm saying. 693 00:47:23,852 --> 00:47:25,554 Speaking of dope. 694 00:47:26,521 --> 00:47:27,422 Yes? 695 00:47:29,624 --> 00:47:32,360 Well, do you have any or not? 696 00:47:34,796 --> 00:47:38,567 Real shit or the Korean Tic Tac's you sold me last time? 697 00:47:38,633 --> 00:47:40,869 You'll feel like you died and went to heaven. 698 00:47:40,937 --> 00:47:42,537 This is brand new shit, 699 00:47:42,604 --> 00:47:45,307 straight pharmaceuticals, uncut, 700 00:47:45,373 --> 00:47:48,777 it's called Dilaudid, even stronger than Oxies. 701 00:47:53,448 --> 00:47:54,649 Got ya. 702 00:47:57,753 --> 00:47:58,587 Hey Raleigh. 703 00:47:58,653 --> 00:47:59,521 Hey Jen. 704 00:48:00,689 --> 00:48:02,390 It's Bug's birthday today. 705 00:48:02,457 --> 00:48:05,727 No shit, happy birthday you son of a bitch. 706 00:48:05,794 --> 00:48:07,462 Let's celebrate. 707 00:48:07,529 --> 00:48:08,730 Oh, fuck yes. 708 00:48:08,797 --> 00:48:10,699 We are broke though. 709 00:48:11,666 --> 00:48:12,701 Course you are. 710 00:48:12,768 --> 00:48:16,404 Although in light of a special someones 711 00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:20,109 very special day, maybe you could hook us up. 712 00:48:20,176 --> 00:48:21,576 Pretty please? 713 00:48:23,478 --> 00:48:25,714 Only if I get to pop off with you dweebs. 714 00:48:25,781 --> 00:48:27,516 Of course. 715 00:48:30,786 --> 00:48:32,821 Yes, thank you very much. 716 00:48:35,925 --> 00:48:37,659 To Bug's birthday. 717 00:48:37,726 --> 00:48:38,627 To Bug's birthday. 718 00:48:38,693 --> 00:48:40,362 Happy birthday. 719 00:48:53,642 --> 00:48:57,846 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 720 00:48:57,914 --> 00:49:02,151 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 721 00:49:02,218 --> 00:49:07,422 ♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪ 722 00:49:07,990 --> 00:49:12,161 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 723 00:49:12,228 --> 00:49:15,664 Make a wish and blow out the candle. 724 00:49:15,730 --> 00:49:16,832 Yay. 725 00:49:19,035 --> 00:49:21,503 Steven, what d'ya think? 726 00:49:23,872 --> 00:49:27,809 It's awesome. 727 00:49:34,616 --> 00:49:36,785 What were they like? 728 00:49:36,852 --> 00:49:38,620 Who? 729 00:49:38,687 --> 00:49:40,622 Your parents. 730 00:49:41,590 --> 00:49:43,758 You said they were in love. 731 00:49:46,262 --> 00:49:47,696 How did you know? 732 00:49:48,998 --> 00:49:51,566 One time I ditched school, 733 00:49:53,835 --> 00:49:55,403 came home early. 734 00:49:57,606 --> 00:50:00,775 I didn't expect my dad to be there, 735 00:50:00,842 --> 00:50:02,544 his car wasn't in the driveway, 736 00:50:02,611 --> 00:50:06,715 but when I got in the house I could hear his voice 737 00:50:08,583 --> 00:50:10,585 coming from the bedroom. 738 00:50:13,755 --> 00:50:15,657 Then a woman laughing. 739 00:50:17,692 --> 00:50:18,961 It wasn't my mom. 740 00:50:20,595 --> 00:50:22,530 Did you confront him? 741 00:50:27,802 --> 00:50:30,405 Well, did you tell your mom? 742 00:50:33,075 --> 00:50:35,978 Probably should of. 743 00:50:36,045 --> 00:50:40,782 Instead I just started fucking everything up, you know? 744 00:50:42,084 --> 00:50:44,053 Mm-hmm. 745 00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:46,923 At least you know your parents. 746 00:50:46,989 --> 00:50:48,623 I never met mine. 747 00:50:50,825 --> 00:50:54,596 One time in a foster home I broke this vase, 748 00:50:55,730 --> 00:50:58,968 turned out it was like 200 years old. 749 00:50:59,035 --> 00:51:01,603 Worth more than my life. 750 00:51:01,670 --> 00:51:04,706 And my foster dad, he screamed at me, 751 00:51:06,108 --> 00:51:10,845 and he said, you're just like your no good whore mother 752 00:51:12,348 --> 00:51:15,583 who couldn't even afford an abortion. 753 00:51:16,751 --> 00:51:18,753 So it's, it's something. 754 00:51:26,996 --> 00:51:29,531 I think about my mom a lot. 755 00:51:29,597 --> 00:51:31,934 She always saw the best in me. 756 00:51:33,135 --> 00:51:35,570 Wish I'd been better for her. 757 00:51:35,637 --> 00:51:38,573 When's the last time you saw her? 758 00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:40,675 Three years ago today. 759 00:51:40,742 --> 00:51:42,477 That's when I left. 760 00:51:47,749 --> 00:51:50,852 What do you wanna do today Bug? 761 00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:52,821 It's your special day. 762 00:51:54,823 --> 00:51:56,491 I wanna go home. 763 00:52:55,251 --> 00:52:57,819 So we're doing this again? 764 00:53:02,158 --> 00:53:04,393 He's not coming back, 765 00:53:04,460 --> 00:53:09,098 the sooner you accept that the better off we'll both be. 766 00:53:16,972 --> 00:53:19,774 It's been three years god damn it. 767 00:53:19,841 --> 00:53:22,844 What makes you think he's comin' back now? 768 00:53:22,912 --> 00:53:27,116 Oh Christ Jo, for all we all know he might even be... 769 00:53:29,051 --> 00:53:32,888 I'm just saying, this isn't helping anything. 770 00:53:50,172 --> 00:53:50,906 We're you goin'? 771 00:53:50,973 --> 00:53:53,608 I'm going to find my son. 772 00:53:54,877 --> 00:53:56,845 Fine, but I'm drivin', 773 00:53:56,912 --> 00:54:01,616 and we're not gonna stay out all night like last year. 774 00:54:11,759 --> 00:54:14,096 Did that stuff help with the pain? 775 00:54:14,163 --> 00:54:16,798 Yeah, but I need more. 776 00:54:16,865 --> 00:54:18,467 Well, I'm gonna have wait another two hours 777 00:54:18,534 --> 00:54:20,469 before I can give you another does. 778 00:54:20,536 --> 00:54:21,769 I need it now. 779 00:54:23,272 --> 00:54:26,475 What would you say your pain level is? 780 00:54:26,542 --> 00:54:29,879 Eight or nine. 781 00:54:29,945 --> 00:54:32,882 Okay, but you're gonna have take this one 782 00:54:32,948 --> 00:54:34,250 with some food. 783 00:54:34,316 --> 00:54:35,217 Fine. 784 00:54:41,157 --> 00:54:45,027 So, chicken sandwich or salad? 785 00:54:45,094 --> 00:54:46,761 Whatever works. 786 00:54:47,296 --> 00:54:49,031 Salad it is then. 787 00:54:53,969 --> 00:54:57,805 Should've gone with the chicken. 788 00:54:57,872 --> 00:55:00,775 Have you ever had hospital food? 789 00:55:00,842 --> 00:55:01,577 No. 790 00:55:02,878 --> 00:55:05,214 Trust me, it doesn't matter. 791 00:55:06,315 --> 00:55:09,285 What does matter, I got the extra dose. 792 00:55:10,352 --> 00:55:14,290 There you go. 793 00:55:17,359 --> 00:55:19,028 Thank you Emily. 794 00:55:23,098 --> 00:55:25,334 You're up. 795 00:55:25,401 --> 00:55:27,970 - I've never been. - Where? 796 00:55:28,037 --> 00:55:32,107 Europe, never been, but I've heard it's nice. 797 00:55:32,174 --> 00:55:33,775 It's beautiful. 798 00:55:33,841 --> 00:55:35,144 You've been there? 799 00:55:35,211 --> 00:55:39,181 Yeah, I did the last semester of my clinical in London. 800 00:55:39,248 --> 00:55:40,715 That's cool. 801 00:55:43,419 --> 00:55:46,155 Sorry for freaking out earlier. 802 00:55:48,390 --> 00:55:51,126 No worries, I've seen worst. 803 00:55:51,193 --> 00:55:55,830 The ER on a Friday night can be a pretty scary place. 804 00:55:58,866 --> 00:56:02,271 Do you remember anything about the accident? 805 00:56:04,139 --> 00:56:05,040 Yeah. 806 00:56:07,276 --> 00:56:09,278 There's a chunk missing. 807 00:56:10,980 --> 00:56:14,083 The driver, was he a friend? 808 00:56:18,053 --> 00:56:18,954 No. 809 00:56:20,122 --> 00:56:23,058 I'd like for you to be honest with me here. 810 00:56:23,125 --> 00:56:26,996 It's important, we're tryna get in touch with his family. 811 00:56:27,062 --> 00:56:31,833 Good luck with that. 812 00:56:31,900 --> 00:56:34,169 Where is he, is he all right? 813 00:56:41,310 --> 00:56:43,312 He passed an hour ago. 814 00:56:45,481 --> 00:56:46,848 He's dead? 815 00:56:48,083 --> 00:56:49,051 Yes. 816 00:56:50,119 --> 00:56:52,087 He suffered severe trauma to the head 817 00:56:52,154 --> 00:56:56,325 and it caused hemorrhaging to the brain, I'm sorry. 818 00:57:02,298 --> 00:57:04,033 Any family we could contact? 819 00:57:04,099 --> 00:57:06,268 Do you know where he lives? 820 00:57:08,971 --> 00:57:10,406 I know where he slept. 821 00:57:10,472 --> 00:57:13,175 Where's that? 822 00:57:13,242 --> 00:57:15,210 You know Ringer Park? 823 00:57:16,478 --> 00:57:17,379 Mm-hmm. 824 00:57:19,381 --> 00:57:22,217 That's where he slept. 825 00:57:22,284 --> 00:57:23,185 I see. 826 00:57:26,155 --> 00:57:28,157 Is that where you sleep? 827 00:57:31,193 --> 00:57:32,094 Yep. 828 00:57:33,329 --> 00:57:35,197 How are you feeling? 829 00:57:35,264 --> 00:57:36,165 Any pain? 830 00:57:44,373 --> 00:57:45,840 This will help. 831 00:57:49,144 --> 00:57:50,245 What is it? 832 00:57:51,413 --> 00:57:55,250 This is a pain medication called Dilaudid. 833 00:57:58,187 --> 00:58:00,389 It's lunch hour, you hungry? 834 00:58:03,359 --> 00:58:06,061 Should try and eat something. 835 00:58:06,128 --> 00:58:08,230 Chicken sandwich or salad? 836 00:58:09,131 --> 00:58:10,933 It doesn't matter. 837 00:58:47,035 --> 00:58:49,738 How far is your parents house from here? 838 00:58:49,805 --> 00:58:54,143 It's at least 20 miles, I mean, we can't walk. 839 00:58:54,209 --> 00:58:55,344 We could hitch. 840 00:58:55,411 --> 00:58:57,112 Yeah, we could try to hitch, 841 00:58:57,179 --> 00:58:58,747 we could end up just gettin' flipped off 842 00:58:58,814 --> 00:59:01,517 on the side of the freeway all night. 843 00:59:01,583 --> 00:59:04,753 No, I think train is the best bet. 844 00:59:04,820 --> 00:59:05,821 Hey, hey man, 845 00:59:05,889 --> 00:59:06,789 - just a little bit? - Nah, I'm sorry. 846 00:59:06,855 --> 00:59:08,056 - Nothin'? - Yeah, well all right, 847 00:59:08,123 --> 00:59:08,190 at this rate we're not gonna make it to Central. 848 00:59:10,259 --> 00:59:11,527 Dude, we'll be fine all right? 849 00:59:11,593 --> 00:59:13,262 It's like 15 stops. 850 00:59:13,328 --> 00:59:14,329 It'll be fine, we don't make it to Central 851 00:59:14,396 --> 00:59:15,998 we don't get fucking out of the city. 852 00:59:16,064 --> 00:59:18,267 - It's 10 bucks... - Steve? 853 00:59:18,333 --> 00:59:19,401 Steven Bugsby. 854 00:59:21,069 --> 00:59:22,271 Do I know you? 855 00:59:23,572 --> 00:59:24,473 Kyle. 856 00:59:28,143 --> 00:59:30,078 We went to high school. 857 00:59:31,313 --> 00:59:32,781 We got suspended together 858 00:59:32,848 --> 00:59:33,917 - that time... - For setting up 859 00:59:33,982 --> 00:59:36,485 Mr. Lafton's computer on top of the school. 860 00:59:36,552 --> 00:59:39,154 - Holy shit. - Holy shit. 861 00:59:39,221 --> 00:59:40,422 That was funny as hell. 862 00:59:40,489 --> 00:59:42,791 Dude, I remember that. 863 00:59:42,858 --> 00:59:45,093 My brother, you remember Cory? 864 00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:47,296 He's a senior now and he was telling me 865 00:59:47,362 --> 00:59:50,999 people are still talking about that shit. 866 00:59:53,435 --> 00:59:55,070 How's the family? 867 00:59:55,604 --> 00:59:57,105 They're good. 868 01:00:01,210 --> 01:00:04,246 Smartest guy I know right here. 869 01:00:04,313 --> 01:00:09,051 I would've failed English if it wasn't for him. 870 01:00:09,117 --> 01:00:12,254 Hey Kyle, our van kind of broke down 871 01:00:15,357 --> 01:00:17,593 a couple of blocks over, it's one of those old clunkers, 872 01:00:17,659 --> 01:00:21,463 you know the type, you think you could spare 873 01:00:22,397 --> 01:00:25,200 a couple of extra bucks for gas? 874 01:00:26,502 --> 01:00:27,402 Yeah. 875 01:00:28,537 --> 01:00:30,105 Yeah, of course. 876 01:00:35,410 --> 01:00:38,146 Can any of you guys break a 20? 877 01:00:42,618 --> 01:00:43,685 Fuck it. 878 01:00:43,752 --> 01:00:49,224 Kyle fucking Windsor, holy shit, 879 01:00:51,326 --> 01:00:54,229 who would've thought man, oh my god, 880 01:00:54,296 --> 01:00:56,565 thank you, this is huge. 881 01:00:56,632 --> 01:00:58,333 Don't mention it. 882 01:01:00,636 --> 01:01:02,604 Well, I gotta get going, 883 01:01:04,439 --> 01:01:06,642 but good luck with your car. 884 01:01:08,176 --> 01:01:09,111 For sure. 885 01:01:11,246 --> 01:01:12,681 Thanks Kyle. 886 01:01:12,748 --> 01:01:14,182 Thanks Kyle. 887 01:01:19,221 --> 01:01:21,223 There's your ticket home. 888 01:01:21,290 --> 01:01:24,126 And then some, let's get loaded. 889 01:01:24,192 --> 01:01:25,327 If you're gonna hang out here, 890 01:01:25,394 --> 01:01:26,495 you gotta buy something. 891 01:01:26,562 --> 01:01:28,597 Just give me a loosey and I'll be on my way. 892 01:01:28,664 --> 01:01:29,933 I told you a million times, 893 01:01:29,999 --> 01:01:33,402 I can't do that anymore, you can purchase a full pack 894 01:01:33,468 --> 01:01:34,636 or none at all. 895 01:01:34,703 --> 01:01:36,305 I wouldn't advise it though, 896 01:01:36,371 --> 01:01:38,240 those things will kill you though. 897 01:01:38,307 --> 01:01:41,209 I know that Eddie, that's why I only want one, 898 01:01:41,276 --> 01:01:44,446 if I get a whole pack I'll smoke it all in an hour. 899 01:01:44,513 --> 01:01:46,548 Oh, I got a birthday present for Bug, 900 01:01:46,615 --> 01:01:49,384 he's out there with you right? 901 01:01:49,451 --> 01:01:52,220 It's pulled beef stew my mum brought me to eat, 902 01:01:52,287 --> 01:01:54,924 still hot, can you send him in. 903 01:01:54,991 --> 01:01:56,325 We're a little busy right now Eddie, 904 01:01:56,391 --> 01:01:58,293 but I'll let him know. 905 01:02:00,629 --> 01:02:02,598 - Oh. - Oh hey Raleigh, 906 01:02:03,665 --> 01:02:05,334 just the man we wanted to see, 907 01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:06,568 you got any speed? 908 01:02:06,635 --> 01:02:09,404 Yeah, but no more freebies for you tweekers. 909 01:02:09,471 --> 01:02:12,174 You guys couldn't even afford one pill 910 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,409 with the change in that cup. 911 01:02:20,515 --> 01:02:22,317 Where the fuck you get that? 912 01:02:22,384 --> 01:02:25,354 Bug's got friends in high places. 913 01:02:25,420 --> 01:02:27,289 Apparently. 914 01:02:27,356 --> 01:02:30,659 All right, what can we get for 10 of these? 915 01:02:30,726 --> 01:02:32,327 One for each of you. 916 01:02:32,394 --> 01:02:35,731 Trust me, one is all you guys'll need. 917 01:02:35,797 --> 01:02:37,532 This shit is heavy. 918 01:02:38,467 --> 01:02:39,735 Here you go, hey. 919 01:02:41,403 --> 01:02:44,740 And I'll even through in a little bit of weed 920 01:02:44,806 --> 01:02:46,675 for the birthday boy. 921 01:02:46,742 --> 01:02:50,245 You guys are gonna need it to keep your heads on straight. 922 01:02:50,312 --> 01:02:54,316 Weed and speed, it's a match made in heaven Raleigh. 923 01:02:54,383 --> 01:02:57,219 That's right, good night fuckers. 924 01:02:57,285 --> 01:02:58,353 Good night. 925 01:03:02,424 --> 01:03:03,692 All right. 926 01:03:15,470 --> 01:03:16,438 What the fuck's the plan here, 927 01:03:16,505 --> 01:03:17,706 where are we going? 928 01:03:17,773 --> 01:03:20,609 I all ready told you man, it's 20 stops maybe, 929 01:03:20,676 --> 01:03:22,411 15, I don't know, it's been a fucking long time 930 01:03:22,477 --> 01:03:23,578 and I don't even know where we are bro. 931 01:03:23,645 --> 01:03:27,016 Okay, cool, great, so we're hop on drugs. 932 01:03:27,083 --> 01:03:28,650 Yeah, but we just gotta keep moving 933 01:03:28,717 --> 01:03:31,386 'cause we're taking way too much freaking time. 934 01:03:31,453 --> 01:03:32,721 We're fucking moving dude, 935 01:03:32,788 --> 01:03:36,458 there's gotta be more trains than just the one train. 936 01:03:42,330 --> 01:03:44,733 All right, all right, all right, all right. 937 01:03:45,500 --> 01:03:47,335 Oh, fuck. 938 01:03:49,438 --> 01:03:52,207 Hold it right there. 939 01:03:57,446 --> 01:03:58,714 Evening. 940 01:04:00,049 --> 01:04:01,550 That doesn't smell like tobacco smoke to me. 941 01:04:01,616 --> 01:04:03,052 Oh, that's a good one man. 942 01:04:03,119 --> 01:04:04,319 Hey, don't get flip with me. 943 01:04:04,386 --> 01:04:08,390 Smoking marijuana in public is a criminal offense. 944 01:04:08,457 --> 01:04:10,492 I could run the through you right now. 945 01:04:10,559 --> 01:04:12,828 - Sorry man. - What, you fucking kidding. 946 01:04:12,895 --> 01:04:14,763 It's illegal, I told ya. 947 01:04:14,830 --> 01:04:16,065 - Yeah, all right. - Against the car over there, 948 01:04:16,132 --> 01:04:17,332 all three of ya's, come on. 949 01:04:17,399 --> 01:04:18,366 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. - We're just tryna get 950 01:04:18,433 --> 01:04:19,367 - to the train. - Are you kidding me? 951 01:04:19,434 --> 01:04:19,936 Up against the car now. 952 01:04:20,002 --> 01:04:22,237 I said move. 953 01:04:33,415 --> 01:04:35,383 Put your hands on the back of our head. 954 01:04:35,450 --> 01:04:36,518 - All three of you. - Come on dude. 955 01:04:36,585 --> 01:04:39,588 Put your hands on the back of your head. 956 01:04:39,654 --> 01:04:40,856 - Smoking one fucking... - You too, on the left, 957 01:04:40,923 --> 01:04:42,491 - you too. - Yeah. 958 01:04:45,727 --> 01:04:47,562 Officer look, it was just a joint. 959 01:04:47,629 --> 01:04:48,830 Just shut up huh. 960 01:04:51,767 --> 01:04:53,102 You got ID on ya? 961 01:04:53,169 --> 01:04:54,536 No. 962 01:04:54,603 --> 01:04:55,905 No surprises there. 963 01:04:55,972 --> 01:04:57,140 Put your hands in back. 964 01:04:57,206 --> 01:05:01,810 - You're fucking kidding me. - Drop your hands. 965 01:05:01,878 --> 01:05:03,545 Seriously, it was just... 966 01:05:03,612 --> 01:05:06,681 Just keep your mouth shut. 967 01:05:14,623 --> 01:05:15,892 Is this really fucking necessary dude? 968 01:05:15,958 --> 01:05:19,361 Keep your mouth shut. 969 01:05:19,427 --> 01:05:21,696 Look officer, all we're tryna do is get home, okay? 970 01:05:21,763 --> 01:05:23,765 We've been walking all day, we're tryna get 971 01:05:23,832 --> 01:05:24,901 - on the train... - Sure, sure, sure. 972 01:05:24,967 --> 01:05:26,368 You just wanted to get home. 973 01:05:26,434 --> 01:05:27,569 I'm serious. 974 01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:32,774 Hey, hey, hey, that's my money man 975 01:05:32,841 --> 01:05:33,842 - I need that. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, 976 01:05:33,910 --> 01:05:34,944 - just keep keep your mouth... - I need it 977 01:05:35,011 --> 01:05:35,644 - to get on the train. - Just turn around, 978 01:05:35,710 --> 01:05:36,245 keep your mouth shut. 979 01:05:36,311 --> 01:05:38,446 You got an ID? 980 01:05:38,513 --> 01:05:39,581 No. 981 01:05:39,648 --> 01:05:40,315 All right, put your hands down, 982 01:05:40,382 --> 01:05:42,417 put your hands in back. 983 01:05:42,484 --> 01:05:44,519 Look, I need that to get home, okay, 984 01:05:44,586 --> 01:05:46,588 you can't just fucking rob me. 985 01:05:46,655 --> 01:05:49,158 Just shut up. 986 01:05:49,225 --> 01:05:50,792 You got an ID on ya? 987 01:05:50,859 --> 01:05:52,929 I all ready said no. 988 01:05:52,995 --> 01:05:54,396 Yeah, that's terrific, 989 01:05:54,462 --> 01:05:56,165 it's like you don't even exist. 990 01:05:56,232 --> 01:05:59,401 You're an absolute non-person without an ID. 991 01:05:59,467 --> 01:06:03,805 You're just transients and vagrants and bums, that's all. 992 01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:05,473 No goods. 993 01:06:05,540 --> 01:06:07,409 You can't just fucking rob us dude. 994 01:06:07,475 --> 01:06:09,879 Ah, just keep your mouth shut. 995 01:06:11,613 --> 01:06:12,915 You needing a little help back there? 996 01:06:13,883 --> 01:06:14,816 Fuck you. 997 01:06:16,886 --> 01:06:18,921 Look man, I didn't even have any of that joint, 998 01:06:18,988 --> 01:06:22,191 I don't even like weed, it gives me the heebs. 999 01:06:22,258 --> 01:06:23,825 You weren't smoking when I came up to you? 1000 01:06:23,893 --> 01:06:25,127 No sir, I was not. 1001 01:06:25,194 --> 01:06:27,829 So if I gave you a drug test right now, you'd pass. 1002 01:06:27,897 --> 01:06:30,632 Yes sir, and I have my ID. 1003 01:06:30,699 --> 01:06:32,500 Let's see your ID. 1004 01:06:33,970 --> 01:06:36,005 Here it is, can you see, that's my face. 1005 01:06:37,806 --> 01:06:39,708 Fuck, god fuck. 1006 01:06:39,774 --> 01:06:41,443 You fucking rot. 1007 01:06:41,509 --> 01:06:42,577 Let's fucking roll. 1008 01:06:45,014 --> 01:06:46,883 You junkie bitch. 1009 01:06:50,286 --> 01:06:51,720 Oh shit. 1010 01:07:03,933 --> 01:07:05,600 Okay, here? 1011 01:07:05,667 --> 01:07:07,236 Yes, Mrs. O'Connell said 1012 01:07:07,303 --> 01:07:09,738 this is where she saw him. 1013 01:07:09,804 --> 01:07:12,807 She said she was sure it was Steven. 1014 01:07:14,076 --> 01:07:16,811 It was a few months ago though. 1015 01:07:17,980 --> 01:07:21,716 Excuse me. 1016 01:07:21,783 --> 01:07:22,684 Sir. 1017 01:07:23,752 --> 01:07:24,987 Yeah, yeah, could you come here please, 1018 01:07:25,054 --> 01:07:27,756 I promise you we won't take up too much of your time. 1019 01:07:27,822 --> 01:07:30,625 You wouldn't happen to be with the CIA now would ya? 1020 01:07:30,692 --> 01:07:31,826 What, no, no. 1021 01:07:32,929 --> 01:07:34,496 The Feds didn't send you? 1022 01:07:34,562 --> 01:07:35,764 - No. - Good. 1023 01:07:35,830 --> 01:07:39,634 'Cause I've told 'em a thousand times I'm retired, 1024 01:07:39,701 --> 01:07:42,071 got my own life now you know. 1025 01:07:42,138 --> 01:07:44,941 Bunch of bastard narcos, they didn't send you? 1026 01:07:45,007 --> 01:07:46,342 No. 1027 01:07:46,409 --> 01:07:50,012 We're looking for a young man, his name is Steven Bugsby, 1028 01:07:50,079 --> 01:07:51,914 he's a little shorter than you, 1029 01:07:51,981 --> 01:07:54,783 he's got long brown hair, he's 21. 1030 01:07:54,849 --> 01:07:55,817 He's our son. 1031 01:07:57,153 --> 01:08:00,588 Yeah you see, that could be a problem, 1032 01:08:00,655 --> 01:08:03,658 I haven't eaten anything all day. 1033 01:08:03,725 --> 01:08:06,996 It reminds me of the time I spent in Taiwan. 1034 01:08:07,063 --> 01:08:11,666 Three weeks with nothing to eat but rice cakes. 1035 01:08:11,733 --> 01:08:13,668 When I get that hungry 1036 01:08:13,735 --> 01:08:16,038 I have a tough time remembering my own name 1037 01:08:16,105 --> 01:08:18,673 let alone your sons. 1038 01:08:18,740 --> 01:08:20,775 Can't swing a meal, 1039 01:08:20,842 --> 01:08:23,312 plus I'm saving my money. 1040 01:08:23,379 --> 01:08:26,949 Flying out west going to see my wife. 1041 01:08:27,016 --> 01:08:28,783 She's in the films you know. 1042 01:08:28,850 --> 01:08:30,585 Yeah, here. 1043 01:08:32,620 --> 01:08:35,623 I suddenly feel my memories flooding back. 1044 01:08:35,690 --> 01:08:38,827 What'd you say your sons name was? 1045 01:08:38,894 --> 01:08:39,561 Hey. 1046 01:08:39,627 --> 01:08:41,897 Steve, hey, excuse me. 1047 01:08:41,964 --> 01:08:44,866 I'll suck your dick for 20 bucks. 1048 01:08:44,934 --> 01:08:45,834 Steven. 1049 01:08:45,901 --> 01:08:46,801 Steven? 1050 01:08:46,868 --> 01:08:48,070 Steven Bugsby. 1051 01:08:49,171 --> 01:08:51,007 Never heard of him. 1052 01:08:55,911 --> 01:08:57,612 We do girls too. 1053 01:08:58,180 --> 01:08:58,981 Please. 1054 01:08:59,048 --> 01:09:00,648 Geez, just get me out of here. 1055 01:09:00,715 --> 01:09:01,649 Okay, all right, all right. 1056 01:09:01,716 --> 01:09:04,519 It'll be the night of your life. 1057 01:09:10,893 --> 01:09:12,660 I can't be here again, no, no, not here, 1058 01:09:12,727 --> 01:09:13,828 no, no, not here. 1059 01:09:13,896 --> 01:09:15,730 Will you chill out, just sit the fuck down. 1060 01:09:15,797 --> 01:09:17,832 What the fuck is the matter with you? 1061 01:09:17,900 --> 01:09:20,936 He took all the speed pills back at the subway station. 1062 01:09:21,003 --> 01:09:22,670 All of 'em? 1063 01:09:22,737 --> 01:09:23,838 All of them. 1064 01:09:24,974 --> 01:09:27,009 I wanna go home, I wanna go home, 1065 01:09:27,076 --> 01:09:29,711 I wanna go home, I wanna go home, 1066 01:09:29,778 --> 01:09:31,780 I wanna go home. 1067 01:09:31,846 --> 01:09:34,884 All right, okay, here's what we do. 1068 01:09:34,950 --> 01:09:36,718 We hot wire a car, all right. 1069 01:09:36,785 --> 01:09:38,020 I saw a guy do it once, seems pretty easy, 1070 01:09:38,087 --> 01:09:39,388 you just gotta make sure you don't set off the alarm 1071 01:09:39,455 --> 01:09:40,722 when you get in the fucking car. 1072 01:09:40,789 --> 01:09:41,856 You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. 1073 01:09:41,924 --> 01:09:42,657 All right, well I don't see you coming up 1074 01:09:42,724 --> 01:09:45,693 with any brilliant ideas. 1075 01:09:45,760 --> 01:09:48,130 Look, why don't you go seduce some John. 1076 01:09:48,197 --> 01:09:49,065 Do the innocent 1077 01:09:49,131 --> 01:09:50,166 - school girl thing... - Hey Slim 1078 01:09:50,232 --> 01:09:51,000 - how bout you shut up. - Like you did with 1079 01:09:51,067 --> 01:09:52,234 the fucking, I'm just saying. 1080 01:09:53,536 --> 01:09:54,669 - Shut the your fucking mouth. - It's an easy way 1081 01:09:54,736 --> 01:09:55,471 to make a quick buck and you might even like it. 1082 01:09:55,538 --> 01:09:56,205 Shut your fucking mouth. 1083 01:09:59,707 --> 01:10:00,509 Shut up. 1084 01:10:00,575 --> 01:10:01,210 It's shut, it's fucking shut. 1085 01:10:01,277 --> 01:10:03,045 Where are you going? 1086 01:10:05,981 --> 01:10:06,882 Bug? 1087 01:10:26,835 --> 01:10:27,769 Pissed he took your pill? 1088 01:10:27,836 --> 01:10:29,138 Yes I'm pissed. 1089 01:10:30,872 --> 01:10:32,607 What the hell dude? 1090 01:10:36,011 --> 01:10:37,446 - What the fuck? - Shit. 1091 01:10:37,513 --> 01:10:38,481 Yeah, oh fuck. 1092 01:10:38,547 --> 01:10:40,715 I'm not gonna use it, obviously, 1093 01:10:40,782 --> 01:10:41,951 we're just gonna scare Eddie. 1094 01:10:42,017 --> 01:10:43,152 - No. - We're gonna get him 1095 01:10:43,219 --> 01:10:43,852 to give us some cash so we can get out of here. 1096 01:10:43,919 --> 01:10:45,020 No you're not, no. 1097 01:10:45,087 --> 01:10:48,023 I'm not gonna touch him, Jenny, I promise, 1098 01:10:48,090 --> 01:10:48,756 - I'm not gonna touch him. - No. 1099 01:10:48,823 --> 01:10:49,858 We'll be in and out. 1100 01:10:49,925 --> 01:10:50,526 - This is a bad idea. - We get the money 1101 01:10:50,593 --> 01:10:52,194 and we disappear. 1102 01:10:53,262 --> 01:10:55,464 Okay, but he needs to see you there. 1103 01:10:55,531 --> 01:10:56,532 Okay, you gotta be in there, okay, 1104 01:10:56,599 --> 01:10:59,468 he needs to see your face, okay Jenny? 1105 01:10:59,535 --> 01:11:01,203 Look, you gotta do this for me, okay? 1106 01:11:01,270 --> 01:11:02,770 It's gotta be the three of us, all right? 1107 01:11:02,837 --> 01:11:04,240 I need this, please? 1108 01:11:07,176 --> 01:11:08,810 I love you, okay. 1109 01:11:12,915 --> 01:11:14,116 Well say something. 1110 01:11:14,183 --> 01:11:16,718 I don't, please, we, 1111 01:11:16,784 --> 01:11:17,920 I don't think that you should... 1112 01:11:17,987 --> 01:11:20,089 Fuck, fuck it, we gotta go, let's go. 1113 01:11:20,156 --> 01:11:21,656 Go, what, no. 1114 01:11:24,059 --> 01:11:25,060 Bug. 1115 01:11:25,127 --> 01:11:26,162 I've got something for you, 1116 01:11:26,228 --> 01:11:28,497 I've got something for you too Eddie. 1117 01:11:28,564 --> 01:11:31,000 Open up the fucking register. 1118 01:11:31,066 --> 01:11:32,501 Don't just stand there looking at me Eddie, 1119 01:11:32,568 --> 01:11:34,069 open it, now, now. 1120 01:11:41,076 --> 01:11:42,744 The safe, open the safe. 1121 01:11:42,810 --> 01:11:43,913 You got the cash, let's go. 1122 01:11:43,979 --> 01:11:45,747 Open the fucking safe Eddie 1123 01:11:45,813 --> 01:11:47,782 or I'm gonna open up your fucking skull. 1124 01:11:47,849 --> 01:11:48,750 Come on. 1125 01:11:50,286 --> 01:11:51,020 I can't. 1126 01:11:51,086 --> 01:11:52,154 He doesn't have the key. 1127 01:11:52,221 --> 01:11:55,157 I swear to god Eddie, god damn it, 1128 01:11:55,224 --> 01:11:56,192 god damn you. 1129 01:12:01,096 --> 01:12:02,864 - Where's your keys? - What'd you do? 1130 01:12:02,932 --> 01:12:05,000 Where's your keys, where's you're keys Eddie? 1131 01:12:05,067 --> 01:12:05,935 Wake up. 1132 01:12:07,102 --> 01:12:09,205 Oh, fuck it, come on man, do it, finish him, 1133 01:12:09,271 --> 01:12:10,805 he's a god damn retard. 1134 01:12:10,872 --> 01:12:11,974 - What? - Finish him man, 1135 01:12:12,041 --> 01:12:14,944 do it, pull the fucking trigger. 1136 01:12:15,010 --> 01:12:16,178 Bug stop. 1137 01:12:23,986 --> 01:12:26,854 Come on man, just forget her, huh? 1138 01:12:29,391 --> 01:12:32,228 Come on man, no, no, no, come on. 1139 01:12:34,363 --> 01:12:37,299 Jenny, babe, come on, we gotta go. 1140 01:12:37,366 --> 01:12:39,068 Fuck you. 1141 01:12:58,420 --> 01:13:02,591 You're a liar, you said you weren't gonna hurt him, 1142 01:13:02,658 --> 01:13:04,026 I hate you. 1143 01:13:04,093 --> 01:13:05,827 I didn't mean to. 1144 01:13:07,029 --> 01:13:08,964 Dude, give me your fucking keys. 1145 01:13:09,031 --> 01:13:10,165 What the fuck? 1146 01:13:10,232 --> 01:13:11,500 - Here, it's yours. - Give me your fucking keys, 1147 01:13:11,567 --> 01:13:13,969 get the fuck out of here, get the fuck out of here. 1148 01:13:14,036 --> 01:13:14,903 Slim. 1149 01:13:17,373 --> 01:13:20,342 Jenny, come on, get in the car. 1150 01:13:20,409 --> 01:13:22,278 This isn't you. 1151 01:13:22,344 --> 01:13:26,181 Jenny, we gotta go, get in the fucking car. 1152 01:13:27,916 --> 01:13:30,252 I never wanna see you again. 1153 01:13:33,322 --> 01:13:34,390 No, no, no, no, no, come on man, come on, 1154 01:13:34,456 --> 01:13:36,258 are we doing this? 1155 01:13:36,325 --> 01:13:37,926 Come on, come on, fuck it, forget it. 1156 01:13:37,993 --> 01:13:38,894 Fuck. 1157 01:13:40,095 --> 01:13:44,199 Come on man, there he is, there he fucking is. 1158 01:14:01,016 --> 01:14:06,021 ♪ Alone, electric glow ♪ 1159 01:14:06,955 --> 01:14:11,293 ♪ Static snow, in the lobby ♪ 1160 01:14:13,495 --> 01:14:18,866 ♪ No TV, magazines ♪ 1161 01:14:20,469 --> 01:14:25,840 ♪ Waiting skin hides me ♪ 1162 01:14:28,444 --> 01:14:33,449 ♪ From the sting, paper sheath ♪ 1163 01:14:35,384 --> 01:14:40,255 ♪ Blood warm in the IV ♪ 1164 01:14:41,490 --> 01:14:42,458 We're close. 1165 01:14:42,524 --> 01:14:43,392 Yeah? 1166 01:14:43,459 --> 01:14:48,430 ♪ The worry in the sheets ♪ 1167 01:14:49,398 --> 01:14:54,103 ♪ All the nurses reassure me ♪ 1168 01:14:56,772 --> 01:15:01,043 ♪ This will be quick and easy ♪ 1169 01:15:01,110 --> 01:15:02,378 That's it. 1170 01:15:02,444 --> 01:15:04,947 Mr. and Mrs. Bug, we're home.. 1171 01:15:05,013 --> 01:15:10,018 ♪ I'm not gonna feel a thing ♪ 1172 01:15:11,420 --> 01:15:16,425 ♪ Lie and say it will be alright ♪ 1173 01:15:18,293 --> 01:15:22,131 ♪ Like a baby falling asleep ♪ 1174 01:15:26,402 --> 01:15:30,439 ♪ 'Cause I'm so good at hurting myself ♪ 1175 01:15:39,214 --> 01:15:42,050 ♪ Pulse is slow ♪ 1176 01:15:42,117 --> 01:15:44,052 Got any extra smokes? 1177 01:15:45,421 --> 01:15:49,124 ♪ Faint metronome on my left side ♪ 1178 01:15:49,191 --> 01:15:51,460 Uh-uh, this is my last one. 1179 01:15:53,462 --> 01:15:56,265 ♪ Beneath my ♪ 1180 01:15:56,331 --> 01:15:59,535 You good? ♪ Protruding spine ♪ 1181 01:15:59,601 --> 01:16:00,636 Just give me a minute. 1182 01:16:00,702 --> 01:16:06,175 ♪ You can hardly hear the knife ♪ 1183 01:16:06,642 --> 01:16:08,076 Can we go home now? 1184 01:16:08,143 --> 01:16:13,148 ♪ Lying flat, blind on ♪ 1185 01:16:16,351 --> 01:16:21,356 ♪ Covering my sunken eyes ♪ 1186 01:16:22,224 --> 01:16:27,095 ♪ And the line rifle ♪ 1187 01:16:30,365 --> 01:16:33,969 ♪ Aimed at my sick mind ♪ 1188 01:16:41,343 --> 01:16:46,348 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1189 01:16:48,283 --> 01:16:50,118 ♪ Oh ♪ 1190 01:17:05,300 --> 01:17:10,305 ♪ 'Cause I'm so good at hurting myself ♪ 1191 01:17:40,636 --> 01:17:45,274 You aren't getting those things off. 1192 01:17:45,340 --> 01:17:46,308 Watch me. 1193 01:17:47,676 --> 01:17:50,379 You can barely walk, you're definitely not getting out 1194 01:17:50,445 --> 01:17:52,481 of this room by yourself. 1195 01:17:52,548 --> 01:17:56,285 Besides, they put an extra security guard on the wing. 1196 01:17:56,351 --> 01:17:59,488 Seems excessive for a stolen car. 1197 01:17:59,555 --> 01:18:03,258 How much of last night do you remember? 1198 01:18:03,325 --> 01:18:05,160 It was my birthday. 1199 01:18:06,728 --> 01:18:09,331 Things get a little out of control? 1200 01:18:09,398 --> 01:18:11,266 You could say that. 1201 01:18:14,636 --> 01:18:18,340 Why don't we give the escape plan a rest Steven? 1202 01:18:18,407 --> 01:18:20,342 Try and get some sleep. 1203 01:18:21,543 --> 01:18:24,279 Dr. Flores dial 118 please, 1204 01:18:24,346 --> 01:18:26,481 Dr. Flores please dial 118. 1205 01:18:30,385 --> 01:18:33,088 That's my son, Steven Bugsby. 1206 01:18:48,637 --> 01:18:50,172 Happy birthday. 1207 01:18:53,241 --> 01:18:54,409 Thanks. 1208 01:18:55,644 --> 01:18:56,511 How old? 1209 01:18:58,647 --> 01:18:59,581 21. 1210 01:19:02,818 --> 01:19:05,654 Hospital room on your 21st huh? 1211 01:19:07,756 --> 01:19:12,327 Yeah, it was not suppose to happen this way. 1212 01:19:15,297 --> 01:19:18,667 Life doesn't always go the way we expect. 1213 01:19:21,403 --> 01:19:22,704 Mrs. Bugsby? 1214 01:19:22,771 --> 01:19:24,373 Yes. 1215 01:19:24,439 --> 01:19:26,475 I'm your husbands nurse. 1216 01:19:26,541 --> 01:19:27,509 How's he doing. 1217 01:19:27,576 --> 01:19:30,245 He's fine, he's in stable condition 1218 01:19:30,312 --> 01:19:34,282 and we expect him to be released today or tomorrow. 1219 01:19:34,349 --> 01:19:35,484 Oh, thank god. 1220 01:19:35,550 --> 01:19:36,752 How are you doing? 1221 01:19:36,818 --> 01:19:38,654 I'm just fine. 1222 01:19:38,720 --> 01:19:40,389 They ran a few precautionary tests 1223 01:19:40,455 --> 01:19:42,491 and I'm cleared to go. 1224 01:19:42,557 --> 01:19:44,559 When can I see my Roger? 1225 01:19:45,560 --> 01:19:47,763 Is there anyone you can call, 1226 01:19:47,829 --> 01:19:50,499 let 'em know you're all right? 1227 01:19:50,565 --> 01:19:51,466 Friends? 1228 01:19:55,071 --> 01:19:58,473 Last two friends I had are gone. 1229 01:19:58,540 --> 01:20:00,475 Parents? 1230 01:20:03,378 --> 01:20:06,314 I don't really think they'd care. 1231 01:20:09,818 --> 01:20:13,588 Parents always care about their children. 1232 01:20:17,659 --> 01:20:19,494 You got kids? 1233 01:20:20,729 --> 01:20:21,630 A son. 1234 01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:26,301 What's he like? 1235 01:20:28,470 --> 01:20:32,274 Decent, just doesn't know it. 1236 01:20:46,122 --> 01:20:49,858 Mrs. Bugsby, you should know that your husband 1237 01:20:49,926 --> 01:20:52,327 is sharing a room with the young man 1238 01:20:52,394 --> 01:20:54,463 who was in the car that collided with yours. 1239 01:20:54,529 --> 01:20:57,432 Well I'm sure it was just an accident. 1240 01:20:57,499 --> 01:20:59,534 There's something else. 1241 01:21:30,632 --> 01:21:31,901 Investigating an armed robbery, 1242 01:21:31,968 --> 01:21:35,604 not a case of shoplifting like they initially thought. 1243 01:21:38,975 --> 01:21:41,443 Oh, you fucking pussy. 1244 01:21:42,811 --> 01:21:45,413 - Stop, cut it out. - What? 1245 01:21:45,480 --> 01:21:46,481 - Stop. - Okay. 1246 01:21:46,548 --> 01:21:47,749 Just under an hour ago 1247 01:21:47,816 --> 01:21:49,118 with the neighborhood market on Franklin street. 1248 01:21:49,185 --> 01:21:52,387 Been told the store clerk has been taken to the hospital 1249 01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:53,755 with serious injuries. 1250 01:21:53,822 --> 01:21:55,590 Three suspects ran... 1251 01:22:04,733 --> 01:22:05,700 Oh. 1252 01:22:14,210 --> 01:22:16,511 Come on, get in. 1253 01:22:16,578 --> 01:22:17,947 Get in. 1254 01:22:18,014 --> 01:22:19,048 Shortly after taking cash from the register, 1255 01:22:19,115 --> 01:22:21,449 according to police, two of the suspects 1256 01:22:21,516 --> 01:22:23,552 then stole a parked car outside. 1257 01:22:23,618 --> 01:22:26,956 One suspect is armed and possibly dangerous. 1258 01:22:27,023 --> 01:22:30,325 Yes, I want to report a break in. 1259 01:22:36,865 --> 01:22:38,234 Look at this huh. 1260 01:22:38,301 --> 01:22:41,803 Oh, wouldn't wanna get a smack off of that, would you, huh? 1261 01:22:44,639 --> 01:22:48,410 I gotta piss, man, where's the bathroom? 1262 01:22:48,476 --> 01:22:49,678 Down the hall to the left. 1263 01:22:49,744 --> 01:22:50,745 All right. 1264 01:25:39,181 --> 01:25:43,352 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1265 01:25:43,419 --> 01:25:47,756 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1266 01:25:47,822 --> 01:25:52,727 ♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪ 1267 01:25:52,794 --> 01:25:57,732 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1268 01:26:03,239 --> 01:26:04,706 Three hours. 1269 01:26:08,244 --> 01:26:09,611 Three hours. 1270 01:26:10,446 --> 01:26:11,546 Hey dad. 1271 01:26:11,613 --> 01:26:15,817 That's how long your mother waited up for ya. 1272 01:26:16,952 --> 01:26:19,922 Sat right over there watching the clock. 1273 01:26:19,989 --> 01:26:23,092 So sure that any minute you'd be home. 1274 01:26:25,860 --> 01:26:28,630 I'm not doing this right now. 1275 01:26:29,265 --> 01:26:30,665 Not doing it. 1276 01:26:42,478 --> 01:26:44,679 Where were you? 1277 01:26:46,282 --> 01:26:48,650 Out with some friends. 1278 01:26:50,252 --> 01:26:53,889 I was your age once, believe it or not. 1279 01:26:55,257 --> 01:26:56,758 Where were you? 1280 01:26:58,894 --> 01:26:59,794 Went to the movies. 1281 01:26:59,861 --> 01:27:01,063 You're a liar. 1282 01:27:03,232 --> 01:27:06,868 I can smell the booze on you from here. 1283 01:27:08,137 --> 01:27:10,139 It's one thing to miss your birthday dinner, 1284 01:27:10,206 --> 01:27:12,108 but suspended from school, 1285 01:27:12,174 --> 01:27:16,912 and now your on probation, you haven't slept here for days. 1286 01:27:16,979 --> 01:27:20,182 I learn from the best. 1287 01:27:20,249 --> 01:27:24,120 What is this shit you're doing to yourself? 1288 01:27:26,021 --> 01:27:27,890 What the hell's wrong with you? 1289 01:27:27,957 --> 01:27:28,958 Fuck you. 1290 01:27:29,024 --> 01:27:30,692 We know you're not taking your meds. 1291 01:27:30,758 --> 01:27:31,994 Go fuck yourself. 1292 01:27:32,061 --> 01:27:34,829 You talk like that to your father? 1293 01:27:34,897 --> 01:27:37,199 No, 'cause I'm gonna go to bed. 1294 01:27:37,266 --> 01:27:39,969 Oh, you're not going anywhere. 1295 01:27:40,035 --> 01:27:41,703 What is going on? 1296 01:27:41,769 --> 01:27:43,472 Stop it, both of you stop. 1297 01:27:46,976 --> 01:27:48,177 Get off me. 1298 01:27:48,244 --> 01:27:48,911 What the hell's the matter with you. 1299 01:27:48,978 --> 01:27:50,179 Get the fuck off me. 1300 01:27:50,246 --> 01:27:53,115 I know all about your girlfriend you piece of shit. 1301 01:27:53,182 --> 01:27:54,416 What is he talking about? 1302 01:27:54,483 --> 01:27:57,153 He's wasted, he's not making any god damn sense. 1303 01:27:57,219 --> 01:27:59,021 Get off him, stop. 1304 01:28:02,790 --> 01:28:03,825 Stop it, get away from him. 1305 01:28:03,893 --> 01:28:05,793 Get out of my house. 1306 01:28:07,795 --> 01:28:08,597 What? 1307 01:28:08,663 --> 01:28:09,764 Get the fuck out of my house, 1308 01:28:09,831 --> 01:28:11,833 you're not welcome here. 1309 01:28:11,901 --> 01:28:13,169 Fine. 1310 01:28:13,235 --> 01:28:14,637 No, Steven. 1311 01:28:16,804 --> 01:28:17,672 No. 1312 01:28:20,576 --> 01:28:23,946 You're not welcome here. 1313 01:28:26,982 --> 01:28:28,884 Don't move. 1314 01:28:29,585 --> 01:28:32,021 What, this is my house. 1315 01:28:32,087 --> 01:28:33,289 Take it easy kid. 1316 01:28:33,355 --> 01:28:35,257 I'm just visiting my parents, they weren't home 1317 01:28:35,324 --> 01:28:39,161 so I came in, this is where I grew up though, okay? 1318 01:28:39,228 --> 01:28:40,762 Let me see your hands? 1319 01:28:40,828 --> 01:28:41,796 This is my house. 1320 01:28:41,863 --> 01:28:42,932 Let me see your hands? 1321 01:28:42,998 --> 01:28:44,934 This is my house, this is my house, okay, 1322 01:28:45,000 --> 01:28:46,768 this is parents, my parents live here okay. 1323 01:28:46,834 --> 01:28:47,869 Let me see your hands. 1324 01:28:47,937 --> 01:28:50,139 Okay, okay, okay, okay, look at them, 1325 01:28:50,206 --> 01:28:52,208 you just gotta believe me, okay? 1326 01:28:58,948 --> 01:29:00,782 You just don't get it, you don't... 1327 01:29:00,848 --> 01:29:01,816 Calm down. 1328 01:29:01,884 --> 01:29:04,353 Okay, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, 1329 01:29:04,420 --> 01:29:06,322 look, look, this is my, this is me, 1330 01:29:06,388 --> 01:29:09,058 this is a photo of me when I was younger okay? 1331 01:29:09,124 --> 01:29:11,093 I'm telling you my parents live here, 1332 01:29:11,160 --> 01:29:13,896 this is my house, okay, I grew up here, see. 1333 01:29:13,963 --> 01:29:15,863 This is me, that's me. 1334 01:29:16,999 --> 01:29:18,200 All right, here's what we're gonna do. 1335 01:29:20,269 --> 01:29:21,270 Woo, ho, ho. 1336 01:29:21,337 --> 01:29:23,939 Are you fucking kidding me? 1337 01:29:25,040 --> 01:29:28,277 Oh, that's a nice squeal you fucking pig. 1338 01:29:29,211 --> 01:29:31,981 - Oh my god. - You fucked us. 1339 01:29:32,047 --> 01:29:36,151 What, what are you fucking talking about? 1340 01:29:37,653 --> 01:29:38,387 Oh my god. 1341 01:29:39,955 --> 01:29:41,957 We gotta, we gotta get... 1342 01:29:52,101 --> 01:29:53,002 Steven? 1343 01:29:54,136 --> 01:29:55,904 Hi Mrs. O'Connell. 1344 01:30:02,077 --> 01:30:04,380 - No, no. - All right, come on, 1345 01:30:04,446 --> 01:30:07,049 come on man, give me the keys, we gotta get outta here. 1346 01:30:07,116 --> 01:30:08,217 Give me the keys, I'm driving. 1347 01:30:08,284 --> 01:30:09,285 You're fucking loaded, you can't drive. 1348 01:30:09,351 --> 01:30:11,120 No, no, no, no, no, I'm fine man, 1349 01:30:11,186 --> 01:30:12,321 come on man, give me the keys. 1350 01:30:12,388 --> 01:30:15,391 Do you have any idea how much shit we're in 1351 01:30:15,457 --> 01:30:17,092 because of you? 1352 01:30:18,994 --> 01:30:20,862 This can't be happening. 1353 01:30:20,929 --> 01:30:22,164 - This isn't real. - Come on, come on, 1354 01:30:22,231 --> 01:30:23,032 come on. 1355 01:30:23,098 --> 01:30:25,267 Give me the keys, I am driving. 1356 01:30:25,334 --> 01:30:26,402 Come on, you fucking here you that? 1357 01:30:26,468 --> 01:30:27,269 You fucking hear that? 1358 01:30:27,336 --> 01:30:29,004 They're coming, they're coming, 1359 01:30:29,071 --> 01:30:30,005 now give me the keys. 1360 01:30:30,072 --> 01:30:31,006 Fuck you. 1361 01:30:32,074 --> 01:30:32,807 You give me the fucking keys man, 1362 01:30:32,874 --> 01:30:33,808 I will fucking waste you. 1363 01:30:33,876 --> 01:30:37,379 You fucking ass whole. 1364 01:30:37,446 --> 01:30:39,048 Get in the car. 1365 01:30:39,114 --> 01:30:40,316 Get in the car. 1366 01:30:47,523 --> 01:30:48,823 Why, why? 1367 01:30:50,192 --> 01:30:52,428 You fucking ruined everything. 1368 01:30:52,494 --> 01:30:55,030 God damn, can you hear yourself right now man? 1369 01:30:55,097 --> 01:30:58,033 Who the fuck are you anyway? 1370 01:30:58,100 --> 01:30:59,134 Me? 1371 01:30:59,201 --> 01:31:01,370 Oh I know who I am, I am a piece of shit, 1372 01:31:01,437 --> 01:31:03,906 you, you're some whiny little bitch crawling back 1373 01:31:03,972 --> 01:31:05,307 to mommy and daddy. 1374 01:31:05,374 --> 01:31:06,041 Yeah, well where are you gonna be in a year, huh? 1375 01:31:06,108 --> 01:31:07,376 What about five years? 1376 01:31:07,443 --> 01:31:09,678 You wanna pick food out of dumpsters your whole life? 1377 01:31:09,745 --> 01:31:12,414 You wanna be a fuck up all over again? 1378 01:31:12,481 --> 01:31:14,216 You wanna die under a fucking bridge? 1379 01:31:14,283 --> 01:31:17,052 Says the guy who's tryna fucking kill himself. 1380 01:31:17,119 --> 01:31:19,421 No, no, no, no I wanna live. 1381 01:31:21,490 --> 01:31:23,092 I wanna live. 1382 01:31:23,158 --> 01:31:24,193 I wanna live. 1383 01:31:33,268 --> 01:31:34,837 Roger wake up. 1384 01:31:35,771 --> 01:31:36,871 Roger. 1385 01:31:45,214 --> 01:31:46,715 911, what's your emergency? 1386 01:31:46,782 --> 01:31:49,351 We've been in a car accident. 1387 01:31:53,255 --> 01:31:55,157 You can come in now. 1388 01:31:57,192 --> 01:31:59,061 Do you need a moment? 1389 01:32:00,195 --> 01:32:01,897 No, no I'm okay. 1390 01:32:29,458 --> 01:32:31,059 It's okay. 1391 01:33:02,257 --> 01:33:03,158 Mum? 1392 01:33:16,271 --> 01:33:19,141 I'm sorry. 1393 01:33:22,544 --> 01:33:23,979 I'm so sorry. 1394 01:33:48,437 --> 01:33:50,205 So did you get the book I sent you. 1395 01:33:50,272 --> 01:33:51,240 Mm-hmm. 1396 01:33:51,306 --> 01:33:52,374 How you liking it? 1397 01:33:52,441 --> 01:33:55,544 Um, hard to say, I just started it, so. 1398 01:33:56,678 --> 01:33:59,581 So you're keeping busy then? 1399 01:33:59,648 --> 01:34:04,152 I'm trying to, I mean, some days get really long. 1400 01:34:09,358 --> 01:34:11,560 How do you like your job? 1401 01:34:12,628 --> 01:34:14,129 Not bad, they got me working 1402 01:34:14,196 --> 01:34:15,364 in the laundry room now. 1403 01:34:15,430 --> 01:34:16,665 Good, that's good. 1404 01:34:16,732 --> 01:34:19,401 It's important to stay busy, stay out of your head. 1405 01:34:19,468 --> 01:34:21,537 You taking your medication? 1406 01:34:21,603 --> 01:34:23,238 - Yeah. - Every day? 1407 01:34:23,305 --> 01:34:24,306 Every day. 1408 01:34:27,209 --> 01:34:29,311 So, do you feel safe? 1409 01:34:29,378 --> 01:34:31,113 Is anyone giving you a hard time? 1410 01:34:31,179 --> 01:34:34,550 No, mom, it's not like that. 1411 01:34:34,616 --> 01:34:36,251 So what about your new cell mate, 1412 01:34:36,318 --> 01:34:37,619 what's he like? 1413 01:34:37,686 --> 01:34:42,658 I don't know, we don't really talk that much. 1414 01:34:44,192 --> 01:34:48,497 Well you should, make friends. 1415 01:34:50,265 --> 01:34:51,333 Wrap it up. 1416 01:34:54,736 --> 01:34:56,438 Well you know you can call us anytime, 1417 01:34:56,505 --> 01:34:58,507 day or night, just call. 1418 01:34:58,574 --> 01:35:00,375 Yeah, the guards might object to that, 1419 01:35:00,442 --> 01:35:02,277 but I'll tell 'em you said it's okay. 1420 01:35:02,344 --> 01:35:06,648 Oh, well thank you very much, appreciate that. 1421 01:35:06,715 --> 01:35:09,151 Happy birthday Steven. 1422 01:35:09,217 --> 01:35:10,385 Thanks. 1423 01:35:10,452 --> 01:35:12,421 You know we love you very much? 1424 01:35:12,487 --> 01:35:14,289 Love you guys too. 1425 01:35:20,395 --> 01:35:23,365 Steven, we'll be back next week. 1426 01:35:30,439 --> 01:35:33,542 Eddie, I hope you don't think 1427 01:35:33,609 --> 01:35:36,378 I'm tryna justify what happened. 1428 01:35:37,546 --> 01:35:38,513 I'm not. 1429 01:35:38,580 --> 01:35:42,217 Things got so out of control so fast. 1430 01:35:43,485 --> 01:35:46,455 That night, that wasn't me, I didn't recognize myself, 1431 01:35:46,521 --> 01:35:50,592 like watching everything unfold before my eyes, 1432 01:35:50,659 --> 01:35:54,396 from a distance, from somewhere else, helpless. 1433 01:35:54,463 --> 01:35:57,232 In here I have so much time to think, 1434 01:35:57,299 --> 01:35:59,201 it's all I do. 1435 01:35:59,267 --> 01:36:01,570 So many uncertainties, so much unknown. 1436 01:36:01,637 --> 01:36:04,373 I don't know anything about you Eddie. 1437 01:36:04,439 --> 01:36:05,474 Not really. 1438 01:36:05,540 --> 01:36:07,576 And I fucking hate that. 1439 01:36:07,643 --> 01:36:09,277 I hate that I hurt you. 1440 01:36:09,344 --> 01:36:13,749 Some days I hate myself, completely, to my core. 1441 01:36:13,815 --> 01:36:17,753 You have every right to share that sentiment. 1442 01:36:17,819 --> 01:36:18,754 You should. 1443 01:36:19,989 --> 01:36:22,357 Writing to you has helped me get through this. 1444 01:36:22,424 --> 01:36:24,626 This isn't an apology. 1445 01:36:24,693 --> 01:36:26,795 I don't deserve to ask you to forgive me, 1446 01:36:26,862 --> 01:36:29,297 you got caught in the crossfire of something 1447 01:36:29,364 --> 01:36:33,301 that has simmering beneath my skin my entire life. 1448 01:36:33,368 --> 01:36:36,471 I guess I just want you to understand. 1449 01:36:38,306 --> 01:36:39,741 Thank you for this. 1450 01:36:39,808 --> 01:36:41,710 Love you buddy. 1451 01:36:41,777 --> 01:36:42,544 Bug. 1452 01:36:42,611 --> 01:36:44,780 ♪ So I broke a sweat ♪ 1453 01:36:44,846 --> 01:36:50,218 ♪ I've bought some things that I sort of regret about now ♪ 1454 01:36:57,793 --> 01:37:01,663 ♪ Broke your glasses, but it broke the ice ♪ 1455 01:37:01,730 --> 01:37:06,735 ♪ You said that I was an asshole and I paid the price ♪ 1456 01:37:13,842 --> 01:37:15,377 You got a visitor. 1457 01:37:15,444 --> 01:37:17,446 Yeah thanks, my parents just left, 1458 01:37:17,512 --> 01:37:19,381 I all ready saw 'em. 1459 01:37:19,448 --> 01:37:22,751 No, you've got another visitor, come on. 1460 01:37:31,359 --> 01:37:35,064 ♪ Broke my pace and ran out of time ♪ 1461 01:37:35,131 --> 01:37:40,335 ♪ Sometimes I'm so full of shit that it should be a crime ♪ 1462 01:37:47,743 --> 01:37:51,747 ♪ Broke a promise 'cause my car broke down ♪ 1463 01:37:51,813 --> 01:37:56,818 ♪ Such a classic excuse it should be bronze by now ♪ 1464 01:38:03,926 --> 01:38:07,863 ♪ Broke up, and I'm relieved somehow ♪ 1465 01:38:07,930 --> 01:38:10,099 ♪ It's the end of the discussions ♪ 1466 01:38:10,166 --> 01:38:12,334 ♪ That just go round and round ♪ 1467 01:38:12,400 --> 01:38:15,871 ♪ And round, and round, and round, and round ♪ 1468 01:38:15,938 --> 01:38:19,876 ♪ And round, and round it shouldn't have been anyway ♪ 1469 01:38:19,942 --> 01:38:25,313 ♪ No way, no way, no way, that's right ♪ 1470 01:38:27,816 --> 01:38:31,419 ♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪ 1471 01:38:31,486 --> 01:38:35,357 ♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪ 1472 01:38:35,423 --> 01:38:38,928 ♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪ 1473 01:38:38,995 --> 01:38:42,798 ♪ It was like everything was evidence of broken ♪ 1474 01:38:42,864 --> 01:38:44,766 ♪ You're living on fancy wine ♪ 1475 01:38:44,833 --> 01:38:46,601 ♪ You'll drink that turpentine ♪ 1476 01:38:46,668 --> 01:38:48,436 ♪ You're starting conversations ♪ 1477 01:38:48,503 --> 01:38:50,772 ♪ You don't even know the topic ♪ 1478 01:39:32,614 --> 01:39:36,685 ♪ Go see what's on outside ♪ 1479 01:39:36,751 --> 01:39:40,755 ♪ Don't let it pass by ♪ 1480 01:39:40,822 --> 01:39:44,593 ♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪ 1481 01:39:44,659 --> 01:39:48,797 ♪ Then show me what's on ♪ 1482 01:39:48,864 --> 01:39:53,435 ♪ On TV ♪ 1483 01:39:53,501 --> 01:39:57,439 ♪ On TV ♪ 1484 01:39:57,505 --> 01:40:01,509 ♪ On TV ♪ 1485 01:40:01,576 --> 01:40:05,214 ♪ On TV ♪ 1486 01:40:05,281 --> 01:40:08,985 ♪ Go see what's on outside ♪ 1487 01:40:09,051 --> 01:40:13,488 ♪ Don't let it fall behind ♪ 1488 01:40:13,555 --> 01:40:17,525 ♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪ 1489 01:40:17,592 --> 01:40:21,830 ♪ Then show me what's on ♪ 1490 01:40:21,898 --> 01:40:25,867 ♪ On TV ♪ 1491 01:40:25,935 --> 01:40:29,804 ♪ On TV ♪ 1492 01:40:29,871 --> 01:40:33,943 ♪ On TV ♪ 1493 01:40:34,010 --> 01:40:36,012 ♪ On TV ♪ 1494 01:40:46,821 --> 01:40:50,893 ♪ On TV ♪ 1495 01:40:50,960 --> 01:40:54,931 ♪ On TV ♪ 1496 01:40:54,997 --> 01:40:59,001 ♪ On TV ♪ 1497 01:40:59,068 --> 01:41:01,770 ♪ On TV ♪